SidNaaz X Bigg Boss 👑 ✅

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Sana's pov ❤️

Mujhe acche se dikh raha tha ki sidhaarth ka bed khali hai or saach bolu toh mai waha pe hi sona chahti thi..

( I could clearly see that Siddharth's bed was empty and to be honest I wanted to sleep on it.)

Par bol nahi paa rahi thi...paras k bed pe mai bilkul bhi nahi sona chahti thi!

( But I was not able to say that! I didn't want to sleep in paras's bed at all! )

Koi jagah mil hi nahi rahi thi toh maine socha washroom pe jaa k sou kyun ki waha pe ek bed hai।

( I wasn't able to find any place to sleep so I thought I should go to the washroom area as there is a bed available)

Maan nahi kar raha tha sidhaarth ko chodh k jaane ki...

( My heart didn't want to leave Sidharth )

Par paata nahi kyun unse meri baat hi nahi ho paayi...

( But I don't know why I could not talk to him.)

Aisa lag raha tha ki wo mujhe ignore kar rahe hai...

( It seemed like he is ignoring me!)

Ye soch k bhi hurt hota hai kyun ki mai chahti hu unse mera ek pyaara sa bond baane!

( It hurts even to think because I want him to make a lovely bond with me!)

But paata nahi kyun unhone mere saath ek baar bhi acche se baat hi nahi kiya!

( But I don't know Why didn't he talk to me nicely even once?)

Toh kaise so jau unke saath? Bina unki permission liye?

( Then how can I sleep with him ? Without taking his permission? )

Iss liye washroom bed pe Sona hi saab se better option hai...

( So it's the best option to sleep on the washroom bed)

Jaab mai jaane lagi taab maine unka awaaz suna!

( When I started leaving, I heard a voice!)

Ruko! ( Stop)

Mai ruk gyi or unke taraf dekha! ( I stopped and looked at him!)

Unhone bola, agar comfortable hu toh mai unke saath bed share kar saakti hu.

( He said, if I am comfortable then I can share the bed with him.)

Mujhe yakeen nahi ho raha tha ki unhone ye bola.

( I couldn't believe he said that !)

Itni khushi feel ho rahi thi na, baata nahi saakti...

( I can't even tell how happy I was feeling!)

Par nervous bhi feel ho raha tha!.

( But I was feeling nervous too!)

Apni nervousness ko ignore kar k iss baar maine himmat rakhne ki kosish ki...

( Ignoring my nervousness, this time I tried to have courage...)

Unhone  baat kiya hai mere saath, ye moka mai jaane nahi dena chahti thi.....

( He has talked with me, I didn't want to let this chance go.....)

Mai unke taraf dekh nahi paa rahi thi, dadkan tej ho rahi thi...

( I couldn't look at him, my heartbeat was getting louder...)

Mai dheere dheere bed k paas gyi or apne side pe let gyi..

( I slowly went to the bed and lay down on my side..)