Life just isn't fair.

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   Best friend- Raven 

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  Waiting for someone to reply on face book isn’t fun. But waiting on face book for your best friend to give the latest gossip about who’s dating who, well its worth it. 

“Hey, I need to tell you something…” Raven said to me. I shrugged, thinking that it was normal secret like wearing a push up bra, or saying something more embarrassing. “Yeah ok, what’s up?” I asked. 

“well you Danielle, well we have been going out. And I REALLY like him..” I couldn’t believe it. “But aren’t you going out with David?” I didn’t get a answer all I got was a, and I quote this.. “:$” I sighed. She had this amazing, sweet guy and she was just throwing him away like a paper airplane. Considering that David was someone I was starting to become friends with, I knew it would hurt him in the long run. I need to tell him. But How could I betray my best friend? It was easy, she wasn’t my best friend. The person I grew close to over the summer was going. She was replaced by someone less caring, you could even say more hurtful then any teenage girl should be. She would soon be my enemy. 

“you know that’s not a proper answer Raven..” I told her. I could help but laugh at this next reply. “You know he wont know. I mean I’m very good at hiding things.” I had to face it, she was. Hard enough to say you could say she was a slut in hiding. She didn’t bring out her true colours until she had some dirt on you. She wouldn’t just let you be, if she wasn’t after sex or exposing herself in some kind of slutly way, she was try to bury you into the ground, leaving you to breath but so she could embarrass you and do as much hard as she could on you. Yup, she was one hell of a bff. Point of the matter, she was going to continue to cheat on him. But I wouldn’t let that happen.  As I thought things threw she went offline. 

Best friend’s boyfriend (A.K.A boy being cheated on)- David

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   David came online. It’s amazing how you could leave for one minute to get some water, and *B@MM* you have about 7 people talking to you. Yeah…cause I was totally one of those people….Oh if you haven’t noticed by now, I’m skilled at sarcasm. One of my many best features. I came back and said “hi” to David. “hey, what’s up.” he said. I couldn’t handle the guilt and the pressure, it was like his words were eating me alive. So I just played it cool. “umm, nothing I suppose…just talked to Raven.” He made a smiley face, one that would soon turn upside down. “cool, hey if I ask you something do you promise me that you will tell me the truth, or rather your honest opinion?” he asked. “Yeah of course.” I replied. I had no idea the convo was going the way that I wanted it too. “Do you think that Raven is cheating on me?” I blinked twice, huh. Well this made it easier on me. Didn’t just have to tell him randomly like I was planning too. “ Yeah, I think she is I’m sorry. But I think she’s going out with someone else. I’m so sorry.” I felt so bad telling him that.  He didn’t reply for the longest time it felt like. When he finally did though, boy he didn’t hold anything in. I would just like to point out that, what you are about to read is all quotes, I truly mean that when I say it. I saved the convo. “ you know what, I don’t care about that piece of shit. That tramp can go crew so many guys I wont give a f**k, it wont matter to me I f**cked her best friend. By the way, who in hell tells there f**kin friend to f**k there best friend and stand there and watched!?!” I was amazed. I didn’t know that he had f**ked me. All those sleep overs…yikes……god, I feel exposed. “wait what?” I said in shock. “Yeah that’s right she asked me to f**k Alex! Then she stood there and watched.” whoa, ok that made more sense… Out of disbelief the guy that I thought that was so nice seemed more and more like a man whore. And my to my best friend…..so many questions were turning up…is she bi? Is that politically wrong to say even bi? Could her pole be bending more then I thought? I guess after a while the closet door pops open, and I guess she was falling out? Oh and about Alex, she was my best friend along time ago when we were kids. She pissed me off to much, and our parents fought until we just stopped talking and refused to even looked at each other. Well, other then just to politely show off the nice rings we had on our middle fingers.. I couldn’t even believe all the things that were happening so fast. Lucky me, of course I would be the one that was stuck with the upset now former ex-boyfriend David, and the now former slut bff Raven…and now to add to the collection one of my enemies were in the picture-Alex. 

  “oh my.” I didn’t know what else to say.  “Um are you okay? I’m so sorry.”  I Waited and waited for him to reply. I started to get to worried, it was talking him such a long time to reply. To pass the time I went on you tube.  The time passed by and it was about 4 minutes later.  Finally, he answered. “yeah, I’m ok. I just talked to Raven. I broke up with her.” My eyes widen, I honestly didn’t think that he was just going to right away go talk to her and dump her! “wait did you tell her that I said that you were cheating?” I asked. “no, of course not. Why would I want to bring you into this more?” I smiled. Well, this worked out better then I though.  “Thanks.” I replied. “lol, I just posted on Alex’s wall. Check it out.” My smile went down, I went to Alex’s page on face book. Oh boy, I didn’t see this coming. What he wrote on the wall said “You slut, f**k you. Lol, I f**ked you! Which reminds me go back to down town where you belong. Your moneys waiting, so are the guys.” I couldn’t believe it. I was shocked. “David. that’s quite interesting…” I didn’t know what else to say, I couldn’t say that it wasn’t true. Neither was it right to put that up there for everyone to see. He did a smiley face and replied, “yeah. Anyways so what are you doing?” I shrugged. Don’t you hate it when you laugh or do funny faces and then you realize that they wont even see it? I hate it so much. 

  “oh I’m just writing a poem.” I replied. It didn’t even take him three seconds for him to reply. “who’s it for?” I shrugged again. It may seem weird but I’m a big flirt, and boy did I like him. “For a guy.” That’s all I said, and I saw exactly were this was going I couldn’t help but smile. “Really? Anyone I would know?” My smile went bigger then before. “yeah maybe…” He replied with a smiley and then said “what’s his name?” I smiled and said “David” I giggled as I tried to work on the poem I was trying to get threw. “I knew it! Lol” he said. I laughed and replied. “yeah, my brothers friend David, I really, really like him.” This time it took him about half a minute to reply. “oh. Ok then, bye.”  This time I panicked and quickly replied. “No I’m just joking! I’m writing it for you…” He did another smile. “God damm it…I thought you were serious there…” This time it was my turn to do the smiley face. “hahaha, good. Then my job here is done. “ 

We went on about half an hour more, and I ended up giving him my cell number and he did the same. The flirting never stopped….but the guilt was forming. Just to add to everything. Raven calls, great……

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