Problems

chapter 2

Madison's pov.
After school I rode to the park next to my house. I stopped ridding to sit down on the bench I took out my phone and went on vine and sat there for like 5 minutes laughing my ass off. It took me awhile to realize that in in the real world and to stop laughing like an idiot in the middle of the park because who knows that your laughing off of vine when the might think your crazy. I was gonna get up to go home when someone graved my shoulder ruffly I turned to see kian. "We wernt done" he squizzed my shoulder till I think I was gonna pass out i think he found my pressure point. He graved me and pushed me against a wall i wasint gonna cry I wasint gonna show him I was weak "what's the matter madison gonna cry for your mommy" when he said that all the rage flew up I had enough i tried to punch him but I clearly missed "oops you missed" I smirked "really ?" then I kicked his balls which like only effected him for a little bit he got up and was running towards me I got my pennyboard and rode as fast so woudint catch up. I slowly opened the door of my house and my dad was on the coach crying yup his sober he turned and looked at me his eyes were red i had fear of my life he got up walked next to me "were have you been" he said I looked down "at t-the park" I gulped he looked at me with rage "oh really " he came closer "you were at the funking park when you could have been cleaning this dam house " I shuttered in fear he looked at me "your a worthless child!" he yelled I tried to walk away but he yanked me by my arm "let me go!" I yelled he turned me and smacked my face I felt my face turn red I looked up and my eyes got wide open I held my cheek I got up but he graved my arm I struggled to let go but I finally slipped off and ran to the stairs but he picked me up squeezing me I tried to be free but my struggling wasint helping I finally found a way to be free i ran so fast up the stairs and locked my room "open this dam door right now!" he yelled I got my dresser and put it against my door so he for sure woudint come in. I layed on my bed and closed my eyes thinking if I should leave. I felt heaviness and fell to sleep.

Madison's pov.
The next day I covered my bruises with concelr and powder i slipped on some dark skinny jeans a black under shirt with a hoodie and slipped on some converse. When I got to school I went strait to my locker and of course got pushed I was so tired of it that I was use to it. After school I went home and sank in my bed. Why did I have this life like why couldint I have been a model or a superstars daughter. I thought of the pain everyone has caused me I went to the bathroom and took out a small razor and did three cuts on my wrist. I realized that today was Thursday and tomaroe was Friday yay the weekend. I jumped on my bed after cleaning all the blood. I heard my phone buzz but ignored it. I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep. I woke up right now I looked at my clock and it was 5 am I got up took a shower put on some light colored jeans and a blue croptop with a chocker that had a chain of the moon. I slipped on some dark blue converse and put my hair in a messy ponytail and did some eyeliner and mascara. And got out of the house and rode to hell.