Idol Toxicity

We're done ep.2

"Jaehyun what the fuck are you talking" I ask my boyfriend on the other side of the phone who was obviously pissed off. "Winter don't play games with me you know exactly what I'm talking about" " when did you guys become practice buddies huh?" "It's all over social media so don't even try to lie to me" "and you already know I don't like you talking to him so why are you doing it "

"Jaehyun we were ju-"

"Don't fucking interrupt me" Jaehyun said obviously trying not to yell meaning some of his members were home.

"Winter I used to be able to trust you" "What happened huh?" "always sneaking around with other guys" "is this why you haven't been responding lately?"

I stayed silent, none of this was true. I don't have any guy friends because he doesn't allow me to. I barely speak to guys because he'll get mad. Jaehyun had multiple female friends but i can't even look at a guy. He had even cheated on me MULTIPLE times but i'm the cheater. I chuckled just thinking about how stupid that was.

"Oh so you find this funny" Jaehyun slightly shouted into the phone. I had zoned out letting him yell at his self. I really need to learn how to keep my giggles to myself...

"We're done" Jaehyun said hanging up the phone not even letting me get a word out.

fuck......

I tried calling him back at least twenty times that night... no answer

I texted him more then 50 times again no response ... i even called some of his members only one answered

"ahhh Winter wassup bro" Mark said from the other end. I forced out a small chuckle "Is Jaehyun there" i said hoping he'd put him on the phone as i held back tears. "Yeah man he's right her-" before he could even finish i hear Jaehyun come into the room telling Mark to hang up. "But hyung it's just your girlfriend" Mark said in a confused tone. There was a moment of silence mixed with Mark questioning "why" over and over again. "uh um sorry Winter he's busy "Mark said obviously lying as he hung up the phone.

I shrug before putting my phone back down onto the bed. I hope he didn't think i was going to beg for him to take me back.
~ding~
I look over at my phone after hearing a text message notification. I'm not going to lie i was kinda hoping it was Jaehyun telling me how sorry he was and that he over reacted.... but it wasn't.

-Seonghwa-
7:38pm
- Hey
Miss me already?!-
-suree....
😒-
-😭
-I was wondering if you
wanted to come hangout at our dorms?
Yeah sure, at what time-
-As soon as possible
Give me about thirty-
minutes lol
-Take your time

I chuckle walking out of my room into the living room where Yubin and Miryo sat watching tv. I walk over to the couch dramatically flopping down onto the both of them. "Look" i hold up my phone to the both of their faces as i'm smiling from ear to ear. "Seonghwa" Yubin said in a questionable tone. "Jaehyun is going to be very upset" Miryo chuckled before looking up at the tv. "Well i really don't care" i say shrugging my shoulders before standing up. "Let me guess.. you guys are broken up with for the day" Miryo says looking up at me with her eyebrows. I shrug my shoulders again before starting to walk to my room. "So who's going to do my hair" i ask with a grin as i look back the two. Both avoid eye contact and stay quite causing me to frown. "i'll do it" I hear our oldest member Taeyeon say as she walks out of her bedroom. "YAYYY" i smile walking into my room leaving the door open so she could follow me.