They don't know about us~Niall Horan

"...you can't go with me..."

"When is the next concert?"

"Ermm...tomorrow is the flight, but Modest said you can't go with me..."

"What?! Why?!!"

"Modest is worried that fans will find out...about us..."

"But they didn't even guess that I could be your girlfriend."

"When is the next concert?"

"I know. But i can't change it. Sorry babe, I tried to tell them that fans won't find out. I'm so sorry! I don't want to be without you."

I wanted to cry but i held my tears back. I was kinda mad at him because I didn't think, that was the reason. I wanted to go upstairs because everything was too much for me. First my mother died and then my boyfriend leaves me all alone. When i turned around to run the stairs up, Niall grabbed my hand and wanted to kiss me but I pushed him away because it wasn't the right moment for that. I went upstairs and I saw how Niall looked at me kinda shocked. I went in our bedroom and threw myself on the bed. I started crying very loud. I couldn't hold it back anymore. There was too much pain.

10 minutes later Niall came in.

"Babe, why are you crying?"

"It doesn't matter!"

"It does! But if you don't wanna tell me...it's okay! But I want you to know that I care."

"I don't wanna tell you! I don't wanna sound rude but I want to be alone right now."

"Ok. I'm downstairs! If you want something just scream my name."

I didn't know how to feel. I didn't know what to do. I just wanted to cry to be honest. I was upset and disappointed. But what should I do those whole days alone? I couldn't even hang out with Sophia, Lou or Lux. And I promised her that we'll play hide and seek.

I decided to phone Sophia.

"Hello?"

"Hello Soph. It's me Denise."

"Oh hi denise. How are you?"

"Not very good."

"Oh,what's wrong?"

"I need to tell you something."

"Okay, me too...but you first."

"Okay. So Niall told me that i can't go on tour with him and i just wanted to let you know. He said that it's because of Modest. But i don't think it's the reason."

"Liam told me the same. He said that I can't go because Modest have a few problems or i don't even know."

"Really?"

"Yes. I thought that I'll be alone but now we can meet everyday."

"Yes. But I was excited to meet Eleanor and Lottie."

"Maybe we can. I can phone Eleanor and ask her. We can spend the whole month together, without our boyfriends and just do girly things."

"Yes. Oh my god that would be so cool."

I felt much better.

"Okay. I'll ask Eleanor now. I'll text you then."

"Okay. Bye soph!"

"Bye" she said.

Half an hour later, I got a text from an unknown number:

"Hey:) It's eleanor! Soph gave me your number. Tomorrow at 1 pm at Starbucks X can't wait to see you:) xx "

I was so happy to meet them. She seemed so nice and it was so obvious that we were going to meet at Starbucks. When I felt better I went downstairs in the living room where Niall watched TV. I sat down next to him. He put his arm around my neck and kissed my head. Then he said:

"Do you feel better, babe?"

"Yes, i do! Thank you! I love you!"

"I love you too" he replied and kissed me.

Then I said: "okay, Niall. I'll go and pack your suitcase."

"No, no you don't have to do that!"

"But I will bc I'm your girl and you wouldn't do that!"

He laughed and said: "aww i love you! Is it okay for you?"

"Yes, it is babe."

I went upstairs, threw his suitcase on our bed and put his dirty clothes out.

When all his clothes were on the floor. I saw something else in his suitcase. I took it out and saw that it was a condom.

Why did he need a condom?! This girl from the picture came into my mind. I don't know why but i couldn't stop thinking of her. She was pretty and i still didn't know if I should believe Niall.

This time i didn't want to phone Sophia or meet her. I wanted to sort it out on my own.

"Niall? Can you come upstairs?"

I heard him running the stairs up.

"Yes, babe. What's wrong?"

"Erm...why do you need this?" I showed him the condom and he started laughing.

"Umm...so i have a cute and sexy girlfriend and sometimes she makes me horny and maybe we have sex and we are not ready for kids...and this condom is for you and me, little jealous cutie." He started to laugh again and came closer. He looked me in the eyes and kissed me passionately. I pushed away and said:

"I'm not jealous! I just wanted to know..."

"Okay.", he laughed and said : "Should I help you?"

"No, no, it's okay!"

After I finished packing his suitcase it was 10 pm. I laid out black clothes for tomorrow. Niall came in:

"What should i wear tomorrow for the funeral, babe?"

"I put out some clothes for you"

I showed him the clothes and asked:

"Is that ok?"

"Yeah. If you think, this is what I'm going to wear tomorrow, then it is!"

He came closer and pressed my body to his. He looked into my eyes. I looked into his eyes. He started to kiss me very soft and sweet. I loved his kisses. They felt so nice.

"I love you!", he whispered in my ear when we hugged.

I blushed and responded with "I love you too"

Then we went to bed and cuddled. After a few kisses, we fell asleep.
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Thanks for reading this chapter!
I love you and I hope you enjoyed this story so far!
And I also wanted to apologise that I didnt update this story in a looong time.
Sorry for that :/
-evi♡