Hello flowers!!
You have been here for so long with me,
I would say we are reaching about two years together in two-three months specifically on this story...
Writing has been something I have improved on although you probably won't see it,
The ideas I have are from different fandoms the DSMP specifically,
I'm coming up with ideas that I would call genius as an alternative reality,
The kind of stories I'm known for,
But with new ideas, are the loss of old ones,
I'm really sorry but this story has burnt out,
I don't think I'll be posting anytime soon, because I want to develop and criticise my new works in progress,
I'm entering my final two years of high school the most academically challenging time my past self couldn't possibly foresee,
I'm reflecting and it looks like my plate is being cleared and reserved,
Less things to do so I can commit to getting into uni,
I've ranted in this story so many times, and I have talked about my other platforms before and how I enjoy creating content,
Although I need a realistic goal, and I'm going to commit to becoming a physiatrist,
I'm not entirely sure what kind exactly but I want to be one of the best!
As someone who struggles with mental health and doesn't have the strength to reach out,
I want those who do, to never regret it.
I want to become my patient's 'friend', because a friend is truly the only person you have full trust in, but knows how to help 100%, I want to be the person I need so bad but refuse to ask for.
You have a right to follow your dreams, because they are apart of you, I'm not expecting you to do anything for me, I'm working for my future and I encourage you to listen to yourself and try the ropes of things that interest you.
Talent is only found if you try, and try again.
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I don't know if you understood that so summery:
- this story has burnt out
- I mentioned how much I appreciate you all
-resent things
- I mentioned my current career goal
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Let me know if your interested in the unfinished chapters being posted as they are.
Interesting story (might have told this one)
Me innocently stymying the stress away in history
My friend with ADHA, asking if I have it
Me confused and telling them I'm Nerotipical
Them convinced I'm Nerodivergent
Me brushing it off
Me noticing the signs
Convincing myself
Going through a cycle of 'imposter syndrome' and being convinced I have undiagnosed ASD
Mother informs innocent me I've been diagnosed with APD my whole life after I apologise for a random outburst
(I'm not kidding I had no clue till this year)
Everything making sense
Everything getting worse (experiences/ symptoms)
Masking problems
'Imposter syndrome' and ASD cycle again (this time spicy bc IS makes sense)
End
Yeah I'm not sure, I'm convinced I have Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD), but I keep telling myself I have Auditory Processing Disorder (APD) and nothing else, I'm calling it Imposter Syndrome because it just feels like it describes my perspective on the situation best, APD is my only diagnosis and it will most likely stay that way, my mother mentioned taking me to a physiatrist to create strategies on how I could help combat my sensory issue.
You can ask me some questions seeing as you'll never hear from me again through this book, and I owe it all to you guys, with the hype of actually posting something and then not and then never posting again in this genre.
https://discord.gg/eECwhWEM
Here a link to my own discord channel if you want to keep in touch.
Bye bye flowers 🌺💐🌸👋 hope you bloom!!
