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MY Life

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I am Jenna. I am 16 and am literally living in hell. People think i'm mean But i'm not. It makes me mad that people judge me before they even get to know me. Maybe they don't like me because of how I look which doesn't make any sense. I am very pretty I look like my mom and she is extremely beautiful.  

She had short brown hair she had bright blue eyes and was tall and had a perfect body for a 36 year old. One thing i didn't like about her was that she is always acting like she is still 18 and that gets really embarrassing. My dad doesn't really care what he looks like. He is really short and has hazel eyes and thick black hair.

I have my dads eyes and I love that. I have long straight brown hair and hazel eyes i'm not very tall i'm 5'6 i'm short and i don't have a body like my moms. I'm 16 going on 17 in 4 months.

I HATE SCHOOL so much but I deal with it. I used to try so hard in school only because my parents wanted me to have a good job but I don't care anymore. My life is falling apart and every time I cry is because of the same thing. My parents are getting a divorce. It really hurts me they are always fighting. My mom is the one that wants it. My dad still really loves my mom, but its not the same with my mom. I remember when I was little I would hear my parents fighting so I would start to cry because i thought that they were going to get a divorce. They would come in my room and tell me that it's okay and that it would never happen because they loved each other. Now it was actually happening. My dad always drinks on the weekends and its not just one or two he drinks 12 bottles. Sometimes he goes with his friends to drink and he comes back drunk. Ugh! It makes me mad but whatever.

I always have to help him get to his bed because my mom doesn't. She hates my dad but she's still with him because of me and my little brother, Justin. I don't talk to my parents and when I do I am always mean to them. I don't eat that much and my parents get mad when I don't eat. I have lots of friends, I am really popular, and I have lots of guy after me, but I don't pay attention to them. I only like one guy but he doesn't like me he hates me for some reason and even if he did like me I couldn't date him because he's my best friends ex they were dating for 2 years. I've never kissed a boy and I think that's sad for a 16 year old.