Have you ever wonder how is it like to fall in love with someone who has the opposite status of yours?
A kind hearted one with a villain.
The kind of love not even a villain would wanted. The pain she reminded him about his past.
What is it like to...
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The air feels cold. I finally felt it. I look up, feeling the snow falling. As the hood of my jacket covered my face, I pulled down the red scarf around my neck a little bit to breathe in the cold air. White smoke comes out of my mouth as I exhaled.
It really has been a year now. And here I am, for the first time walking in between crowds under bright tree lights during Christmas. Even if I spent one Christmas with you, it still feels empty that I couldn't spend my other Christmas days with you.
I hate to say it, but I do miss you a lot. But I have no other way to meet you. I put the scarf back up and walked away to a quieter place.
"DABI! Let's have a snowball fight!"
"What are you? A kid?"
"Well, you can always be a kid!"
I sarcastically chuckled, hearing faint memories in my head as I sat down in the park. There are so many things you promised that we couldn't achieve. What a pity.
Well, at least I got to meet your parents. Even if it wasn't with you. I remember the day after I went to your house. Your parents were in front of the door waiting for you.
"Excuse me, are you Y/n's parents?"
I jumped in and saw them surprised at me. Who wouldn't? Not even your parents couldn't be not surprised. I could care less with the fact that I looked horrible, my eyes were puffy and my hair was messy.
"You're that guy... from the news, right? What did you do to Y/n?"
I could see them scared but it looked like they were trying to be strong to know where you were. I lightly smiled at them and gave them your phone.
Little do you know; I was scared as heck meeting them. Probably more than how they felt seeing me. But I knew you'd be sad if I hadn't told them what happen to you.
"I have no intention to harm any of you two, would you like to speak with me about your daughter for a moment inside? But if you don't feel safe with that, I could send you guys through a text message or video."
I told them that, it was quite hard being formal after a long time. But, like you said they were almost the same as you, different and fearless. Without hesitation, they agreed and we came inside your house. I explained everything about us.
How we dated, why you would want to date me, why I dated you and how you left. I saw your mother holding back her tears as she listened while your father held her tightly to keep her strong.
"I'm very sorry for your daughter. I tried my best and if there was any way I could bring her back I'd- "
You told me not to blame myself but when I met them, I couldn't help but to. And I knew they'd blame me for being around you when I should've known my place. Surprisingly, they stopped me from speaking and held my hand.
"You don't need to blame yourself, dear. If that's what fate brought to her, it isn't your fault."
I saw your mother smiling at me while she said that. If I have to be honest, I hadn't felt such warmth like that since you left. My tears couldn't help themselves from falling again when I look at them. How amazing your mother could be and how strong your father is. Now I know where you get that brave personality of yours.
If we had met sooner with you, I think I'd be more than just happy.
After all that, I left. I don't know how they are going to tell others about you but they did tell me they wouldn't report on the heroes about me. They do resemble you. Naïve but kind.
"You know what's funny? The fact that you called my real name instead of Dabi when you went on to protect me."
I mumbled to myself and was reminded again of the incident. You truly see me as Touya, do you? Am I never a villain in your eyes? Gosh, I have so many questions but you left so fast.
I'm glad I get to meet your parents, they really are amazing Y/n.
Man, I can't explain how much I miss you, how much I wish to at least see you. Should I go with you?
"You shouldn't come with me silly. You have a mission remember?"
I froze, hearing a sound whispering in my ear.
"I'll always be with you, so don't go anywhere."
The voice inside my head felt so real it was as if a ghost of hers were whispering behind me. I threw myself back and leaned on the bench.
"Pft- "
I chuckled, covering my eyes with my arm as I leaned my head back.
Y/n, even if you're dead, you're still going to haunt me and stop me from coming to you huh?
Of all the things she could do and this is what she thought of? A smirk grew on my face, it really is her.
Fine then, I'll do as you wish.
I stood up and walked away as I put my hands in my pockets. My footsteps stop for a moment as I look back at the bench, the place where we made so many memories together.
A heavy sigh came out of my lips before I look back up to the sky where the stars are seen. Are you one of those stars now? I smiled to myself.
Y/n, you might just be the first and last person I'll ever love.
Because I never wished for this, this love I never wanted.
