Just When I Needed You, HP.

VI

TW

I do not own Harry Potter, JKR does.

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You changed this contact's name to 'Harry'

D.M POV

Harry
Hey

You
Hello Harry! How are you feeling?

Harry
Fine

You
Sure?

Harry
Ig

You
You can tell me anything
You
Trust me.

Harry
I feel like shit

You
Wanna talk about it?

Harry
Nah

You
Alright, I won't pressure u
You
Have you been eating?

Harry
:/

You
I will take that as a no

Harry
The last time I ate I threw it up

You
Oh Harry :(

Harry
I'm fine

You
Obviously your not.
You
Have you told any of this to Granger of Weasley
You
I'm sure they'd help u

Harry
They have their own problems

You
I'm sure they would appreciate if you told them what is going on in your head.
You
Am I wrong

Harry
Idk. I don't want people to worry about me.
Harry
I am not worth it

You
Yes you are :(

Harry
:(

You
Is there anything else u wanna talk about
You
I know it might be triggering but it can help to talk about what is going on inside your head or your suicide attempt?

Harry
I want to try again

You
Don't you dare. I will miss you

Harry
You will forget about me eventually

You
Harry you have a family what about the people you live with? Wouldn't they care?

Harry
They would tell me to kill myself. They would do it for me

You
Wdym? Do it for you? What?

Harry
They hate my guts. But they have good reasons to ig

You
The reason being-

Harry
I was dropped on their doorstep by some random person they didn't know. I am magical (they hate magic) and so many more reasons

You
They are not reasons to mentally abuse a child Harry.

Harry
Really?

You
Of course really.
You
I am afraid to ask, but did they physically hurt you?

Harry
.
Harry
Yes

You
:(
You
I'm so sorry Harry

Harry
Why are you apologising?
Harry
It's not your fault

You
I know it isn't. But I can't help but feel sorry for you

Harry
Don't feel sorry. I deserved it

You
You didn't deserve that. No one does

Harry
I did :)

You
Why do u think that
You
?

Harry
It was my fault Cedric died
Harry
My fault Sirius died

You
No. Don't say that.
You
You couldn't do anything to save them. Especially Cedric.

Harry
Whatever

You
:(
You
Do you have any other bad habits

Harry
Yes

You
Can you tell me

Harry
I cut myself
Harry
To make me feel better

You
Oh my god :(
You
How did you fall into this habit

Harry
The pain from cutting myself cancels out the emotional pain
Harry
I want to cut again, but they have me on suicide watch

You
You shouldn't cut Harry. It isn't good for you, nor is it going to help in the long run

Harry
I don't want there to be a long run.
Harry
My life is shit it won't get any better. I get fucking abused in my own home. I get hexed and called a fraud by all the other students. My godfather died because of me and Dumbledore expects me to kill Voldemort.
Harry
I'm sorry about that.

You
Don't worry about it Harry. It is better if you tell someone.

Harry
Thank you so much for listening to me <3

You
No worries Harry.
You
If you ever feel the urge to hurt yourself or end everything, please talk to me first. Ok?

Harry
Ok I will try Draco :)

You
Since it is the weekend, do you fancy having lunch together over the phone?
You
We can use face time

Harry
That sounds nice.
Harry
Draco?

You
Yes

Harry
Would you mind helping me try to eat during our lunch? You can say no.

You
Of course I don't mind

Harry
Thank you I have been feeling really light headed lately. I am assuming it is the lack of food :/

You
I will do everything in my power to help you ;)

Harry
I cant thank you enough :)

You
You already have ;)

Harry
Is there anyway I could repay you for your time?

You
I am doing this because I want to help you, not because I want something off you

Harry
Oh alright

You
At 12pm tomorrow we can call each other on face time and have lunch together. Sound good?

Harry
Just about the best thing I have heard in a while :)
Harry
Madam Pomfrey said I needed to get as much rest as possible so I am going to go sleep.
Harry
Good night Malfoy (or afternoon) x

You
Have a good sleep Harry
You
good night x
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