Don't trap in it, trust only yourself.

the training process and fight.

Every night when I was alone and everyone slept I tried to train myself with all these box stuff and of course I failed many times and felt down. One man was watching me every night and came to me. "Listen up. Leave our club and go. We don't need betrayals like you here."  He said in a shameless way and looked around "you never will be strong. You will stay weak." I looked up kinda annoyed and kept ignoring him while keep on training. Someone else came too and pushed me. I pushed him back and kicked him. "Aish this bitch. Go suck mine dick." He said and laughed hard and beaten me down the ground. "Well come on lil kid. Stand up and fight me."
Suddenly everyone came and look st us and I stood up and bested his face some times while he kicked my legs and mine belly. I felt down and kept laying on the ground and felt a horrible and bad feeling rolling through mine life and saw them laughing before the boss came and yelled to stop... " Get yourself up..." He said to me and I get up slowly while looking down and suffer in myself. "I have invited her here by myself, so get yourself together and shut the fuck off." He said madly and they all bow to him and muttered against each other while looking mad at her.

Late at night when they all slept again I was still awake and walked to the trainingroom and started to train again, but suddenly Minwoo stood infront me and looked at me. "This is not how we fight and also not how we work. Keep yourself close together and watch and wait for your attack... Like this." He stood into a fighting stance like me and watched carefully and a bit scared at him and saw him moving his body, arm and hand straight to mine face and down mine chin. "It's always about head, chin, shoulders, knees or genitals. So try me." He made an move with his hand and I tried to punch him with mine left and then making a hookslide with mine right arm to him face and tried to kick his genitals. He hold the last one and hold mine leg and turned me around so I felt... "Come on girl.. stand up and fight." He said and tried to kick mine knees and punch mine chin, while I bounced and  bowed down for him while sliding mine foot down along his feet and saw him falling and kicked his belly. "Good job. Good job. You got talent." He smiled and kept fighting with me everyday long. Days, nights and even weeks... After 3 weeks he learned me to fight with a knife, how to hold the knife and how to use it.

It was hard for me to keep focus till the end, because mine dad was still going through mine mind and in 1 and a half month. Still getting bullied by those boys and still feeling the loneliness into myself... "But yeah Hyejin be strong and fight for where you came for" that was what I always said to myself. Every day and night training for mine purpose were I came for. Every day was a new day and every day brought me closer to the fight day. When the finally came and I was standing there in the ring with maybe 20 other hard worked and strong boys made me realise it was real. I was far enough to fight against them, but not far enough to kill the one who killed mine dad. When the boss made a starting sign we started to fight. Even I tried to protec myself and waited for the right time and right movement. Some used a knife and some used an iron rod or just fighted with their own hands and feet. Even I wasn't stronger then the most I fighted and kicked them down and maybe I also looked and waited for the right times and punched people knocked out.

When we were still with 4 people I felt kinda tired and fighted as much I could even he knocked me down and tried to hold me with his legs around mine neck. I was thinking and tried to bite his legs till he letted me go. Of course when I was back I turned his arm around his back and hold his other leg too to his back and punched his face with mine elbow. When the other one named Ganghae won he though he was the last man standing... I knocked the other one down and felt on the ground, but kept myself up with mine last strength. "Sadly for you Ganghae  but you though you would be the winner, but first you need to win from that girl." He said and laughed and everyone yelled like "finish her, get her, finish this girl. " like it was only between us. I kicked his knee and punched his chin hard. He tried to kick mine tummy and hit me hard against the fence more times. " I'll gonna get you lil bitch." He said with a big smile and he was so confident. I looked at him and spotted in his face and kick with mine knee in his dick and pinched it hard. I saw him falling down of pain and hitted his face and he turned me down. "You son of bitch go to hell." He was holding mine neck with his hands and tried to kill me. I got no breath and could get an lil iron rod and smacked it hard against his head 3 times till he felt down and could stand up anymore. I looked around and stood slowly up and the boss came to me with a big smile and reased mine hand up high. " and the winner is Hyejin. The girl gets for a month long free dinner with me and a place for our other gang in our other work place. " everyone cheered and shouted at Ganghae  "weak, weak, weak. How can you loose of a girl."  The boss took me with him and they took Ganghae and helped him and cleaned all the blood. I was finally a winner. A winner for once and finally someone who could fight. Yes I was proud, proud of myself and all what happend.