Lost in you

Soul of my Suit

Loo's POV

You know sometimes when you least expect it something or someone will come into your life and change everything forever.

After I got stood up by "my Friends" on my 21st Birthday I thought that my life could not get any worse.

I run away from Home when I was 18. Why you may ask? I don't know.
I love both of my parents and over all I had a pretty good childhood. Well except for a few incidents but let's not get into that right now.
I really had no reason to run away but I guess I'm just a stupid rebellious Teenager who wants to take over the world by Partying.

I live with my best friend Racheal who is two years older than me and is more like a sister.
After I ran away from Oregon where I was born and raised, I lived on the streets of Los Angeles. Racheal is working in a bakery and I went there every morning to get a bagel with the money I found on the streets.
After 2 months of going there Rach and I became friends and she asked me to live with her because she can't stand me not having a roof over my head and normal food.

On my 21st Birthday she had to work that's why she didn't came with me to the Party I had planned.
Anyways.. after I got left at the Starwood I only wanted to get drunk for the first time legally and pass out somewhere but destiny took its turn on me.

I met this cute ass bass player and he told me his name was Nikki.
He invited me to his apartment where he lived with his Bandmates, if you can even call that an apartment.
Why did I go with a sexy ass stranger? I don't know but I kind of felt safe with him.
We drank and snorted one line of coke after the other and at some point he asked me if I wanted to go to his room to listen to music.

I said yes but that I wouldn't sleep with him and he just said "That's cool". Rude. Suit yourself then.

So we went to his room where we had to kick out a bunch of people and listened to Aerosmith and T Rex. We talked the whole night before eventually falling asleep.
After waking up in his arms, wich I kind of liked, I thought he wanted me to leave but he said we can go out to get food and come back to his place.

I called Rach to bring me fresh clothes since she is free today and she has a car.
She arrived and gave me a whole bunch of freshly washed clothes and my toothbrush. Lol

"Hey, you must be Racheal. Im Nikki" he suddenly spoke while holding his hand out to shake Racheal's.
Rach was kind of skeptical but shook his Hand anyways and said "yeah. It's nice meeting you. Thanks for keeping her company" while motioning her head in my direction.

Nikki shrugged and said "Don't worry, she is cool. I like her"
And I felt myself blush. Ew. Stop it. I don't do love.
But he really is cute.. and hot as shit.

"So Loo you certain that you want to stay tonight?" Rach asked.
"Yeah but I'll come home tomorrow."

Suddenly Vince, their singer came into the room "Hey, im Vince. What's your name babes?"
I rolled my eyes because I can just see how full of himself he were.
But Rach was on the hook almost immediately.

"Yo, easy there dude." Nikki snapped.
"Oh sorry. Is one of them yours?" Blondie replied and Nikki just raised an eyebrow. So cute.

"Im Racheal. It's really nice to meet you Vince" she said and was clearly flirting with him. I just giggled.

"Yo! Why are you a bitch to me but super nice to him?" Nikki asked and I laughed.
"She isn't a bitch to you. She just got the hots for Barbie over here" and Nikki almost choked because I called Vince Barbie. But he is tho. Lol.

So Rach gave Vince her number and left, and Nikki and I went back to his room.

I took a shower and came back out in undies and a KISS T-shirt. I fucking love KISS.
"I don't want to go out tonight. Is that okay with you?" I asked Nikki and he just nodded while drinking his Jack.

We both were sitting on his bed when he suddenly spoke "you know.. I really like you.."
I was caught off guard and asked "what do you mean?" As if I didn't know what the fuck he meant.
He scooted closer to me and said "I think you are really cool and a fucking badass. Also I think you Are very beautiful." When his eyes sunk to his hands I saw how nervous and insecure he really was.

Softly I said "Thank you. I really like you too."
His eyes shot up "Really!?"
I giggled "Yeah." He smiled and I think he actually blushed. Adorable.
"So, is it okay if I kiss you?" He asked and I just nodded.

As our Lips collided the song "Soul of my Suit" by T Rex played on his record player..

- Well you damaged the soul of my Suit
You pulled my love out by the roots
But I'm not such a bad boy, oh no

Believe it or not but this was the first kiss wich ever meant something to me.
We still didn't sleep with each other, but we cuddled and kissed the whole time.

Wait.. am I falling in love?