If only you loved me like i love you. (Darksparks)

Chapter one.

You know, being In love with your best friend Isn't all bad..
Unless its a one sided relationship.
One sided and You feel Down.
You thought she was your soulmate. You did everything together.
But you see, She doesn't love me. She loves him. Heyon.
I couldn't ever imagine my life without her, but She feels the same way.
But with a different person.

I only wanned you to love me nat. I want you to love me like i love you.

I talk about you so much.
But. Even everytime I would talk about her To anyone else, they encourage me to talk to you about what we all talk about. I know suppressing my emotions wont help me be truthful in any situation.
I wish we could back to the day we met. I wish I never met you.
We should've never had gotten as close for you to be my best friend.

But thats my fault. I fell in love. Its all my fault.
I should've left you alone. I should've stayed away. But I didn't.
And when im trapped in my thoughts, You would comfort me. Just like what youre doing now.

"Renee? Are you okay?"

"Yup. Everything just seems blurry."
"Blurry? Are you sick? Do you need help to go to Ajays?" Nat places her palm on my forehead, and i can already tell my face turned pink. Just by the way she giggles.

"You feel cold. Maybe thats why your dizzy." She said. "Here, Ill walk you back to your place. I don't want you to faint."

"Okay."

"Allons-y!" She smiled, wrapping one arm accrost my back, And she leads me to my room.

"Renee? I know you might be tired, but may I speak with you?"

"You can talk to me about anything you need to nat." I say as she hands me a small ice pack and I place it atop of my fore head once I have lied down.

"It's about Someone I have caught feelings for. I feel so Much worry."

I already knew she was talking about Heyon. Its so obvious she loves him.
I just tell myself it's jealously. Im not.. obsessed.

"Oh? Whom?"

"Ta- Heyon Kin."

"Oooo." I smile. "You two a thing or-?"

"Yes, acutally. And he seems very happy. I have a date with him this Friday."

"Im happy for you nat."

"Thank you Renee. That really means alot to me."

"Of course. I'll support my best friend Through anything."

Anything. As long as Natalie is happy. Anything
To see her Genuine Happy smile.
Anything that Makes her happy.
Even If I'm suffering in the end.
Damn You Heyon.