That Time When My Drunk Self Confess To My Crush

kazu boy

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An unfamiliar scent, an unfamiliar ceiling. I shot my eyes open and jumped out of bed, noticing a present from someone next to me. I looked to my side and saw none other than Kazuha, my college friend sleeping peacefully. 

How...how did I end up here. What did I do? What happened last night. Questions swirl inside my head. My clothes from yesterday are still on as they should be since I have no relationship with kazuha like that but the real question is how did I end up sleeping next to him.

As much as I want to remember, all that's in my memory was venti bringing a liqueur, we had a few drinks with him, kazuha, beidou, lumine, and a few other people. Even if I have a one-sided feeling towards kazuha I would never ask to drag him to bed unless…

Sweat ran down my face. I look at kazuha again then back to the room. "Unless I'm drunk…" I murmured to myself. 

I flip the blanket away and slowly get out of bed trying to not wake kazuha up. Opening and closed the door to his room and grabbed my stuff from the living room. 

Even though we just had a drink last night, that does not mean college is waiting for me to relax. Good thing I didn't have class early in the morning. Maybe he was drunk too and mistaken me for someone else… ah but now that I put it that way it kinda hurts. 

Besides me, Kazuha is just a college friend. Nothing more and nothing less, I kinda feel bad for leaving the place without saying anything but when I just had a thought of facing him there I would rather just run away. 

I don't know how I should apologize to him nor what kind of face I will make when I see him next time. Ahhh my stomach feels weird just thinking about it. 

I exhale and stop all of the unnecessary thoughts. That's me in the future that has to deal with it. 

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"Ah! Good morning, did you have fun last night?" 

The person who welcomed me into the class was none other than Venti himself. I awkwardly smiled at him and took a seat while Lumine slid over next to me. "Were you okay yesterday?" she said worryingly in a guilty tone as if she felt bad for leaving me there. 

"Yea….I'm fine. I didn't think I would sleep there, I got so confused when I woke up" I nervously smiled. 

"Ah...I tried pulling you away but…" 

So she tried but failed. Perhaps I gained weight. Became heavier? Should I go on a diet? "But you were hugging him tightly saying 'i love you to him" 

"Huh?" 

I felt like time stopped moving. I froze to a stop as I could feel the heat rising to my face. I processed Lumines words over and over inside my head and looked at her in panic. I. Y/n who is not even in that kind of relationship with kazuha was drunk last night. Hugged him and confessed?????? Not only that I end up sleeping next to him???

I devastatingly looked at Lumine for help and in which she kinda guessed what went through inside my head. 

"K-kazuha and I are only friends" 

"Yea..?"

"I...I broke the friendship" 

"H-hey it's not like-" 

"He never sees me as anything else. A person who clings to him and confesses to him… not letting him go until morning…. he must think I'm a creep" 

"Y-y/n!?" 

"If he ever starts ignoring me I won't be able to stand up again…" 

"Calm down!!! Y/n!"