Break Away

Chapter 5

Well sorry I haven't said anything in forever but I had writers block I guess and school didn't help but some dating advice in a relationship people get hurt. __________________________ "You know what screw it! Let's just leave." I said as we walked out of the building. Our school wasn't a high budget school in fact it wasn't a low budget school so there wasn't any cameras or bells and no way to keep attendance so what the heck we walked to my house. We got there and went in and sat on the couch. We talked and laughed and between all that time we got to a point where she was laying on me. I loved it. We were quiet for a while and then I turned my head and we just met eye contact and just kissed it wasn't a lot of kisses it was a long one. I muffled a noise during the kiss it was i love you but it sounded like a dying cow then Kelly stopped and looked at me with eyes that said same but in a sexy way and then we kissed again. We sat there for hours but I wasn't complaining and I looked at the clock during a breathe break and it said 9:00 pm. I looked my mom had gotten home and cooked dinner. "I'm glad she didn't stop us." I said.
"Do what?" She asked.
"My moms home. Are you ok?" I asked.
"Oh yea I'm good I didn't know yea." she said.
"Ok so you want some food?"
"Yes please. I'm starving."
"Same."
I walked over and got some plates and cups. I heard steps behind me. I turned around and before I did I felt her hug me. She wrapped her arms around my fat and I collapsed. "I'm sorry are you okay."Kelly asked. I started crying I hated noticing my fat. There are countless nights I cried myself asleep because I was fat I ate protein bars tried every single diet in the world but they never worked. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you fall."
"You didn't I just lost my balance." I just leaned back against the drawers she sat opposite of me and we just stared at each other. Kelly's parents were out of town and they knew my mom and they trusted me and she was staying the month with us... gladly. "Are you okay?"she asked.
"Yea I'm good just tired."
"Me too."
I went to my room she went to hers. It was midnight. Kelly and I were texting even though we were just a wall apart. I heard her door shut and then mine opened and she walked in she had a cat shirt and sweat pants on and she walked over and laid in my bed.
"Close your eyes." I said.
"Why?"
"Cause."
"Ugh you're a pain."
"Well." I said sarcastically.
She closed her eyes and I grabbed some pants and put them on. Yes I was naked under the bed it was summer and hot okay. "Alright so what's up cuz?" I said in a horrible black gangster hipster voice and and she laughed and said "Oh talking to a sweet, nice, caring, funny, sleepless guy named Jesse."
"Right" I said winking at her she grabbed my face and said "You're nice believe it."
"Okay."
She grabbed my leg and pulled herself closer and oh man did I like it she grabbed my arm and put it around her. I loved it and so I helped her move my arm and we sat there I was glad she came in here. I grabbed her in my arms and pulled her into my chest and put my arms around her. I loved being near her.
"Oh oh oh I love you so much.
"I know. But I love you more not more than me."
"Not possibly." she said in a gushy voice.
"Wanna?"
"Yea" we got under the covers and and kissed and kissed till we couldn't breathe. she started pulling up my shirt and I didn't care she lifted it up and looked at it. "Jesse you're not fat."she said looking at me.
"Yes I am Kelly just don't look at it please." I grabbed her shoulder and she looked up at me with eyes that you couldn't say no to.
"Ok just don't give me those eyes."
"Haha." she grabbed my fat and looked at it and hugged it
"What are you doing?" I said with a laugh. She said,"If you don't embraces it I will." I looked at her hugged her and grabbed her shirt and lifted it up there was a scar there on her stomach and it was bellow her chest. I looked at her she was about to cry.
"Kelly what is wrong? Tell me now." I was six and my dad well my real dad was a drinker..."
"Wait ,what."
"Who you think is my dad is my stepdad not my real one but anyway he was a drunk and my mom wasn't pretty enough and so one night he was yelling at my mom and then hit her and I came out and he grabbed me and took me to his room and started taking my clothes off..." she started crying and then I said, "No he didn't he didn't."
"Yes he did he started taking his clothes off my mom was pounding on the door but he didn't care so he grabbed me and made me get on my knees and then he raped me." she started balling and then I held her crying too. "When... he was...done, the door burst...down and they grabbed...my dad but he grabbed me...and threw me into the bath...room where the counter...cut my stomach and made this." she put her hand over it but I could still see the scar through her fingers I took her and held her I looked at her stomach and kissed it. "it will get better I promise." I said I hugged her and laid her against my stomach and I grabbed some covers and laid them down on her she fell a sleep with a smile and her head looking at me. I pulled a sharpie out of my back pack and started to draw on her chest I wrote "I love this!" and drew a bunch of arrows pointing to her scar and fell asleep.