In memory of Zayn leaving :*#WeLoveYouZayn
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Louis' P.O.V
I was on the edge of crying as Harold sang Zayn's part.
He's gone.
I mean , he's not dead. But he's not part of this band anymore.
It's sad , that its not going to be like we imagined , growing old together , 5 out of 5 forever.
I had becomed attached to Zayn , he was like a brother to me.
The silent jokes , the hangovers , the memories . All gone.
It's not One Direction anymore to be honset , im not ready to see ourselves in a poster and just see four of us.
He never told me that he was leaving , until I saw the Facebook post..
I imagined Zayn being next to me , how I would put my arm around him and hug him tight.
I hugged an invisible Zayn in the air , but that's when I realized that it wasn't possible anymore.
I covered my mouth as my tears rolled down my cheeks , "Stay Strong Louis!" , I heard a fan yell from the front row.
If she knew that I try , but it's impossible.
Im not strong.
"Louis? are you okay? do you want me to get you a restroom break?" , Harry asked as he put his hand on my shoulder.
He's been so kind to me , knowing that I need an extra hand to hold myself up.
I tried to give him a smile , but during these days , I could barely manage to wake up.
"No Harold , Im fine" , I replied as I looked down , that way he wouldn't see my tears.
I don't want to be weak , even though I am.
He gave me a tight hug , before walking away.
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Small Intro you guys \('_')/
Im so sad right now...
ANYWAY.
Yeah , the scene were Louis pretends to hug Zayn is real :( poor baby omg
hope you guys liked it!
-Emily
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