my bestfriends sister

chapter 8

natalie's pov

 i cant believe my brother doesn't want to see me i mean i understand why but i love cameron i never meant to fall for him but i did if i am going to lose my brother  i can't be with him

me: cameron

cameron: yes

me: we cant be together

cameron: -moving from under me- what why not

me: because hayes doesn't want to talk to me he cant stand us together i miss my brother cam i miss him coming in the room annoying me i miss his annoying kisses and hugs and clingyness i miss him

cameron: fine whatever - he grabbed his leather jacket and walked out leaving me crying in my room with everyone downstairs i run to me and nashs room and i enter the bathroom and i grab my blade labeled screw up and i started cutting my wrist after five cuts i clean myself up and go downstairs

kailee: hey nat

me: hi - i go ing the kitchen and grab a bottle of jack -

nash: where did cameron go? hey you didnt say anything to hayes he is back - i looked at him he looked at the tv -

 me: we broke up so whatever - i walk up the stairs-

 i go in my room and i drink all the drink and it starts the voice" you fucking bitch you cant do anything right look your brother hates you, you lost the love of your life can you keep anything good why dont you go do what your good at " i start getting dressed  and i walk out my room

jack G: where are you going nat?

me: out

i get in my car and i drive to a party my friend madison told about and i went the music and the people talking and dancing on each other i instanly felt home when i got there as soon as i walked in i got offered a drink by a cute boy his name was taylor i think i seen him at my house a couple times

taylor: here ya go nat wassup beautiful

me: thanks tay and stop your making me blush

after aa couple more drinks we couldnt keep our hands off of each other  we started kissing

end pov

camerons pov

i was at this really dope party and this girl spilled her drink on me so i went to the kitchen to clean off i see these two people making out the girl is on th counter and the boy is between her legs  she kind of looks familiar from behing OMG  ITS NATALIE

me; baby natalie

she pulled away from him and jumped down and ran to me

natalie: cammy  this is taylor and he is amazing and he is going tto take mme  too too bed - she was slurring her words-

me: no natty your coming home with me

natalie: but you dont want me anymore you just left you couldve tried to get me back asshole

me: im sorry i just needed time to think

and that moment she fainted and i carried her out into my car and i started driving i hadnt been drinking so dont worry  i drove all the way to the house with her in my arms

nash: what the hell happened to natalie

me: she was making out with taylor and she was really drunk and she fainted

nash: what made her go out and drink

me: she said hayes hated her and we roke up

hayes: is my sister okay

me: she just needs to rest

hayes: hey i dont hate her i just need to get used to her and you being together

me: its okay im going to put her in you guys room help nash since you guys share a  room

 nashhelped me carry her into the room

nash: okay ill undress her

me: its not like i havent seen t before - i mumbled-

nash: what

me: nothing

he started undressing her and he stoped and started crying

me: dud what is wrong

nash: look at her wrist

me: - i see cuts on her wrist - omg

nash: why

me: im so sorry i left her and everything

nash:its fine cameron  for the first time i want you to take my sister lay in bed and hold her she needs it

me: okay i will

i bring her to my room and i llay her in the bed i take my shirt off and i lay behind her and i put my arm around her waist holding her close to my body