Touch Of Rainbow

Dancing with her ghost

"hi baby, good morning" her greet to me when she saw me woke up "morning gorgeous, what's our breakfast today, hmm?" i asked "fried rice, eggs and bacon, your favorite as usual haha" and we both laugh.

Kirsten is a caring wife, kind, gorgeous, a total hottie, almost perfect woman, kaya minsan nagtataka ako paano n'ya 'ko nagustuhan eh.

i am Kaye, a daughter of a CEO, i met Kirsten in a dinner, friend ng daddy ko ang dad n'ya, naging close agad kami that night at kinabukasan nag start mag hang out, i really love her, her personality, her vibe. everything about her.

sa halos 2 years namin as a couple, i decided to propose to her and after a month kinasal na kami, we decide to do the IUI thing to have a baby and thankfully it's a sucess, we named him Bailey, Bailey Alveron.

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"babe, our anniversary will be on next week na, ano gusto mong ganap?" i asked her "uhm... ikaw bahala, mas ok sana kung dito na lang tayo with Bailey, fam night ganun." she answered, sabagay mas ok nga din naman yun.

"mommydad, i'm hungry" sabi sakin ni Bailey habang naka pout, what a cutie mapapa "aww" ka talaga eh hahaha "what does my little cutie wants to eat?hmm?" i asked him "uhm...ice cweam!" sagot n'ya "mabubusog ka ba dun?hays no, isip ka ng iba."

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"sarap ba?lagot tayo sa mommy mo anak, idadamay mo pa 'ko, ubusin mo na yan dali" 

"ano yan?breakfast ice cream?ayos ah Kaye?" sabi ni Kirsten, hala lagot "tanghali pa lang babe oa mo naman" sagot ko "pakainin mo ng rice hindi ice cream." sabi n'ya sabay punta sa kusina para sandukan ng kakainin si Bailey, biktima lang din ako ano  ba.

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finally, the day of our 7th year together has come, i ordered red velvet cake and i go out to buy two bottles of red wine, some foods and also Bailey's and our favorite foods

"happy 7th anniversary babe, where's Bailey? 7 pm pa lang ah?" i asked "tulog na, sabi ko kay yaya patulugin na s'ya eh,  by the way, happy 7th anniv babe!!!" she said, aba parang gusto akong solohin ngayong gabi ah? hahaha

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i opened the speaker and played "through the years by Kenny Rogers" and we danced like we're floating in the air.



"Kaye, thank you for everything..." bulong n'ya while swaying her hips with me, naka sandal ang ulo n'ya sa balikat ko ngayon habang dahan dahang sumasayaw ka sabay 'ko. "no need to thank me babe, pero i should be the one that thanking you, pinaglaban mo relationship natin sa parents mo at binigyan mo ako ng chance para mahalin ka ng totoo" i said, naramdaman kong tumulo luha n'ya. "kirsten, thank you, sa sacrifices na ginawa mo for me, for us, for Bailey." continuation 'ko.

na udlot yung moment nung tumawag si daddy.

in phone call:

"Kaye, let her go all ready, i know it's hard but it's also for your own good." dad.

"what?" me.

"you know Kirsten died three years ago, right?" dad said and i hang up the call.

tumingin ako kay Kirsten, oo nga pala, she died three years ago while giving birth to our son "mommydad?where is mommy?" Bailey asked, i can't let her go, hindi ko kaya. pero kailangan. paano?

"Kaye, thank you, until our next eclipse my love, take care of Bailey, i love you so much, goodbye and sorry." kirsten's ghost said "b-babe, it's fine, y-you can go now, happy 7th anniversary, i love you so so much." i burst into tears in front of our son while hugging the air.

until our next eclipse, Kirsten.