Lost and Found--One Direction FanFic

Chapter 2

Hey im Katie and im 16 years old. I was put into an adoption center for as long as i can remember. All of the other kids in here are girls, but im way different then them and we will never, ever, be the same. For exapmle, they love to do hair and make up and all of that other girly stuff. But i hate all of those things, especially meeting new people. Here, i dont talk but every one thinks that im on mute or something stupid like that, but its not true. Also, as i have this realy weird voice in my head that comes around when ever im in my worst state and says shit like why even try with people because you can see them but they will never, ever, see you in a life time, no matter how hard you try. Look at your self, fat, ugly, retarted little girl, you wouldnt stand a chance out of this place. Come on little girl, what are you so scared of ? Just one little scrape can make it all go away for a while, trust me, im the only one you got.
And worst of all, no one loves you, never has, never will. Sometimes stuff like this get to me and i just dont know what to do with my self, and break down. But one day, when i thought that all of this was over, i was shooken awake by what felt like a brutal fource. But it was just some girl that always bothers me and tryed to make me into a girly girl like her. Her name is Jasmine but people call her Jazzy because she is always in a jazzy mood, but trust me, it gets really annoying. She woke me up and i was forced out of my little, comfy bed in the corner of my own room. They thought that i needed my own room so that none of the visitors would find me and i would stay here forever until I turned 18 so that they can make money off of me or kick me out. But little did I know that some one would actually think about wanting me.