Consume

Chapter 5

Hey guys, before reading I just wanted to announce that I made a playlist on spotify for this book it's called "consume" and the username is "Curvy Line"

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Me and Sebastian spend the last few days together, by going to the movies, clubs and malls. We tried spending as much time together as we could. I'm leaving today for the Tour and I'm nervous but also scared. I hate the fact that I will be leaving Seb alone here for 4 months. He assured me tho, that he won't miss me and that I should have the best time of my life, which I highly doubt I will have.

I already started packing my bags yesterday, i'm still not finished with it. I'm going to finish doing that today. I still have so much to do today, i'm leaving in a couple of hours. Ava messaged me today and send my pass for the Tour bus. She said that i'm sharing a bus with her and some other important crew members. I'm glad i'm not sharing one with the boys. That would make everything just worse than it already is.

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While packing the rest of my bags, I stomped over my old cd collection. I used to collect cd's of my favourite artist when i was little. I would spend all the money I got from my parents on cd's. I stopped collecting them sometime in high school. I didn't want to spend my money on cd's anymore, I thought it would be smarter to buy new clothes and makeup with all that money.

I've collected over sixty cd's. Most of them being Justin Bieber and One Direction albums. I remember I used to have this huge crush on Justin Bieber. I was so jealous of Selena Gomez that she got to have Justin. My crush on him ended when i found out about Andrew Garfield. I used to have a new celebrity crush every year. But Justin Bieber was my longest crush.

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After I finished packing everything, me and Sebastian laid cuddling and talking in my bed the rest of the night. I'm leaving in an hour. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry again. I really don't want to leave Seb. I'm really considering on just quitting my job and staying here.

"I need to get up."I say quietly to Sebastian. "I hate them for taking you away from me." he says. I giggle and say "Don't worry, no one is gonna ever replace you. I will call you every night, and I will send you exclusive behind the scenes pictures." He looks at me with a smile and says "Deal."

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We got up and left my apartment, heading to the meeting place. We arrived to three huge tour buses. A lot of people is already here. We step out of the car and take my bags out of the cab, bringing them to the worker who is putting them into the bus.

We are leaving in 15 minutes but I wanted to be a little earlier just to be sure. I spotted Ava standing next to one of the buses talking to some of coworkers. Me and Sebastian went over to them. We talked the whole until it was time leave. I said goodbye to Seb. We both cried like baby's. I'm going to miss him so much.

Me and Ava went into the bus we were assorted to. This bus looks fancier than my apartment. Maybe this trip is not going to be so bad as I thought. I went straight to bed. I have to get used to sleeping with like ten people in one bus.

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After waking up I messaged Sebastian and I send him some pictures of the bus. Everyone is still sleeping, so I decided to go to the back of the bus. There is a separate room. It's basically like a living room.

I sit on the couch and scroll trough some stories on instagram. I stumble over Christian's story, who shared a picture of him and the other boys in their tour bus. He added a countdown for the first show, which is tomorrow.

Ava told that we will always have one day in the city they boys will be performing in before the actual show. We can do whatever we want on that day, the next day we all have to work though. I've made myself a goal to explore every city we go to. I always wanted to travel the world, so i think that will be a great start.

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We arrived at the hotel an hour ago. I've unpacked my suitcase and went to shower. Me and Ava decided to meet up at 10:30 am at the lobby of the hotel. It's currently 10:13 am, I am just going to get dressed and finish my makeup.

I've made myself on the way downstairs. I headed towards the elevators and pressed the button. While waiting for the elevator, I hear familiar voices heading towards my direction.

Turning around the corner, I saw the boys. Great, this is exactly what I needed right now. They got closer and closer which made more nervous. I really hope they won't talk to me.

"Hey there, gorgeous." I hear which I think is Clinton say behind me.

Someone please kill me right now. "Uh, hey." I answer him, sounding like a total moron.

"Do wanna go to the club with us?" he asks me but gets quickly interrupted by Mitchel. "There's no way she's coming with us." he spits. "I was just trying to be nice geez. We will be on tour with her for four months after all." he says in a annoyed tone.

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