What Is Love

Runaway Enderman

Before you read please note that Ranboo and Tubbo have both stated that their characters on the Dream Smp are in a romantic relationship, so I would like to make it clear that I am in no way shipping the actual content creators ONLY their smp characters, within their stated boundaries of course.

With that being said enjoy the story :)

After Ranboo heard about Tommy's death, he ran to his panic room guilty and thinking that it was his fault. He wanted to cry. He knew he shouldn't but he felt like he deserved it, he felt like he deserved to feel pain after what he had caused, so he did anyway until eventually he fell asleep.
He knew he couldn't go back, not after what he did... Tubbo would hate him, so he ran away, to where? He didn't know... but he did know that he couldn't go to Phil or Techno, since that would be the first place Tubbo would go, so he was all on his own, just like back then...

At first it was easy, but as time went on it only got harder and harder to survive on his own as he would have to travel further and further just to find food to eat, he barely had any shelter he hasn't slept and his armor was close to gone. He was in the worst shape of his life and he'd only been gone 5 months...
What would he do next time it rained? His armor can't protect him much longer and he doesn't have enough material to make a new set as he's been to scared to go anywhere else but to find food, he's slowly forgetting things, his friends, his family, all the people he's supposed to be able to trust, people he thought he could never forget no matter how bad his memory got...

It's been a week and he's only gotten worse, he's running out of food and at this point he thinks it'd just be better to go back home but he doesn't even know where that is anymore... he only remembers a few things from his old life now-
1. Tommy's death (why he left)
2. He's married (he still has his ring)
3. Tubbo (his husband)
4. Michael (his adopted son)
He misses them and would do anything to get back to them. At this point he doesn't even care what would happen to him he just wants to go home, but he no longer knows his way back...
Everytime he thinks about Tommy's death he wants to cry, and most times he does... he never should have left, he hopes that someone- anyone has been looking for him...