Back to you always.
Push, pull, push pull.
No point in fighting back anymore.
I even see you amidst my slumber.
You are a drug, and I am but a user with a habit to break.
Try to remember the good but all the pain rushes in.
All this pain why can't I shake you?
A constant reminder of what I wasn't good enough for.
Oh, if only you were as miserable as me.
You are a book with every word is seared in my brain.
They say doing something enough times forms a habit.
Constantly thinking of you created a habitual state.
Can't run, can't hide, you are there always.
All this pain starting with a single "hello, what is your name?",
Ended with pain and a nasty habit.
That habit is you.
YOU ARE READING
𝕎𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕙 𝕒 𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕤
PoetryA book of poems I write based on kpop songs :))) This will not have a regular update schedule; I will just update when I feel like it lol I hope you enjoy! Love y'all!