"11:48pm" ~ Burrens Fanfic

did i mess up?

~Johns Pov~
I kissed him.... I don't know why or what I was thinking. The room was silent and it just felt right to do. I don't know how I would describe the kiss but it was long. It was a very passionate kiss too. I loved that kiss. But Aaron could learn how to kiss better but other than that it was amazing. Sadly, I couldn't tell if he enjoyed the kiss.

When we pulled away. He looked at me and we locked eyes for so long. His face was turning red while staring into my green eyes. He mumbled something that I couldn't exactly hear but I felt my face warm up after he said whatever he said.

After like a while of staring at each other. He snapped out of it and looked panicked and confused. He then stood up and said "I have to go".

I tried to beg him to stay but he said Alex would probably look for him or Charles wouldn't want me to have people over. He just kept on making excuses about why he couldn't stay.

I just let him leave. but before he left I kissed him and he pulled about after like 2 seconds :( . He just walked out faster after that. I think I did something wrong...

After Aaron left, Charles had to come home. He brought his little crew. George and Samuel. Gosh I hated them so much. But Charles the most. The dorm leaders thought it would be a good idea to make us roommates so we can "get along", but he had only got more and more annoying. I have been trying to have a better temper. But tonight I was already upset.

He wanted to come in and insult my freckles. Then they started to play loud music. I was getting annoyed already, so I went to take a shower at like 1 in the morning because it would probably calm me down.

After that 10 minute shower. I was relaxed and sleepy. I leave the bathroom. Then I see George and Samuel sitting on my bed. "Wtf get off my bed." I yell.

"John chill, it's just a bed, they aren't gonna ruin it" Charles says annoyed. "Well it's my bed so my rules!"

They all just laugh and continue doing what their doing. "Charles get your friends out of here it's past curfew"

"Okay, since when we're you my mum?" Charles walks towards me. "I never said I was your mum. I'm just trying not to get in-" "Well then don't boss me around" he pushes me.

I fall back a little. I stand back up straight and look back at him. He looked so stupid and that precious face looked like it would look better with a fist on it.