A few months later....
(Harry's POV)
God, I was so stupid. Why the hell would anyone, especially AJ want to be with me now? I probably scared her away, I hurt her. Not just emotionally, but physically, too. I go into the bathroom and look in the mirror. My eyes are red and blotchy from crying, and my hair is messed up.
I decide to drive to AJ's and apologise for what I did to her. Although nothing can make up for what I did.
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(AJ's POV)
I see a familiar car pull into my driveway.
Harry.
I can't let him come back, just so he can hurt me again.
He knocks on the door.
"AJ?" He says.
I walk downstairs to the door and open it.
I see Harry standing there, his eyes red and blotchy from something, and his hair is all messed up. He's holding a bouquet of white roses.
"P-please take me back..." He sobs.
"Why? Why would I after what you did to me? You hurt me, Harry. I thought you were so sweet and an amazing person but I guess I was wrong. You've changed, Harry. You haven't changed for the better, either. You fucking ruined my life." I say forcefully.
"But please, let me explain! I can change, AJ! Please just listen to me..."
"I know you can change, but will you? I doubt very much. You used to be a little cupcake and now you're just a terrible person. I don't understand what's gotten into you, Harry. But I know I should've never gotten involved with you in the first place. I regret ever loving you." I say firmly.
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(Harry's POV)
"I know you can change, but will you? I doubt very much. You used to be a little cupcake but now you're just a terrible person. I don't understand what's gotten into you, Harry. But I know I should've never gotten involved with you in the first place. I regret ever loving you." AJ says forcefully. She looks about the same as me, her hair is messed up and she looks like she's been crying the past few months as well. I knew she wouldn't forgive me.
My heart breaks into a thousand pieces as soon as she says, "I regret ever loving you." I see no point in trying.
"AJ.... But I will change... Please. Please! Just please give me another chance!" I beg.
"No, Harry. I'm done with you forever. You shouldn't have ever hit me or yelled at me. Do you see me, Harry. This is what I turned into because of you. I bet you only look that way because you got too drunk last night, hmm? I'm guessing that's what happened because any man who can hit a girl must not have any emotions at all. Other than anger. So get away, Harry. Don't look at me, don't speak to me. I never wanna see you again."
The last sentence was the last thing I said to her after the break up. I feel so guilty now.
I try and hand AJ the roses.
"No Harry. Get those things away from me. I'm not accepting your apology, ever. I could care less if you died, so maybe that's what you should do. I bet it's the only solution to this problem. Because you are the problem."
I drop the roses and run away. I don't bother getting into my car, I just grab a pen and paper and go to the nearest bridge.
I write AJ a note and here's what it says:
Dearest AJ,
I know you said I'm the problem and I should die. You said you never wanted to see me again, so this is the only solution. I am a problem. I deeply regret what I did, but now that doesn't matter. My apologies won't work on you. And I look the way I do because I've been crying for the last few months about what I did to you. I almost called the police on myself so I could feel a lot less guilty. So please, AJ, if you read this note, just remember that I am the same Harry.... I don't know what got into me that night, I don't remember much.... I think it was just because I was really stressed out and mad. I shouldn't have done what I did, you're right. I wish I hadn't left you all alone those nights when I went out drinking with the boys, and I wish I had just stayed the same throughout our relationship, stayed that sweet little cupcake. But I guess it's too late for apologies, so I'm just going to end it all. I'm sorry if you want to take me back after you read this, because it'll be too late. Goodbye, AJ. You're my one and only love.
Harry xoxo
I jump off the bridge into the swirling black water. This will be the end of Harry Styles
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(AJ's POV)
I wonder where Harry went. He just dropped his roses and ran away. I regret telling him all that terrible stuff, telling him that he's the problem, telling him that he should die.
I'm the problem.
I should die.
Before I take any action, I remember that he ran in the direction of the bridge.
"No.... He couldn't have."
I shouldn't have said those things, I knew inside he was still that sensitive little cupcake, that he could change and be that way again.
I run to the bridge and see a note on it.
I read through it once and start crying.
"Harry.... Of course I forgive you.... You should know I never meant any of that....." I sob.
I see a figure in the water. Maybe it's not too late! Maybe Harry's still alive!
I jump down and grab Harry.
"Why did you..." He turns around in my arms.
"AJ? Y-you saved me?" He says.
"Y-yeah... I know you were just having a bad day.... I just felt terrible afterwards... I felt like you had to pay for what you did. But Haz," I pause, "I still love you, okay. I didn't mean any of that stuff I said. Please don't die." I'm sobbing now.
"I never meant any of the stuff I said that night.... I guess I just had a rough day."
"Well, Haz. Let's just get back together. Promise you won't hurt me again?" I say.
"I promise."
"Good. Now let's go home, get into some warm, dry clothes, and cuddle." I say, kissing Harry's dimples.
"Okay."
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A/N: Most of my stories end up with Harry succeeding at killing himself, but I decided to make this one happy (because then if he succeeded it might be a trigger warning)
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