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the hateing soul

Non-Fiction

PLZ READ THIS BEFORE YOU DIG IN! this book is to express my feelings, you may not understand what's happening because it's some thoughs on things that happened in my life it may be old or some fresh wounds so I don't recommend it fot ppl under 18.

#justno #no #realshit #thisisatruestory

Useless

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by MaMaBurrito

by MaMaBurrito

Useless

so useless

What am I doing in this Earth

just consuming and not giving

I don't want to be here, I never wanted to be here

Kill me already

Kill this ugly fucking bitch already

I don't like myself, no one likes me, who would love a person this disgusting, I'm 24 and look like 40

I don't deserve love

Ppl lie when they say they love me
How could you lie to me like that

HOW COULD YOU LIE LIKE
THIS TO MY FACE

I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU

STOP FEEDING ME LIES,

I AET MY FULL BY LIVING THIS LIFE

IT'S TRASH

I WANT TO THROW UP SO HARD I DIE INSTANTLY I HAD ENOUGH.

I can't be a whole person, I didn't get the chance I can't have a life without a job it feels like shit.

I had a feeling in the back of my mind for my whole life that I'm nothing, but my education made me busy and helped me escape my thoughts

but now I face reality and
I despise it so much

by that I mean I despise

myself
my soul
my reality
my everything.

I wait day and night for my death
I know it would be silence

the worst way to go in my opinion

but that also is not my choice.