[I was astray]

5

4days later
I was so bored, i had nothing to do. I finish praying and got up.  I was going to make pilavf. It was an ozbek dish but i had made it before and loved it.

As i mix the meat in with the sauteing onions, i think about running away. But where to? They would surley find me. Maybe rami could help me, if i could persuade him enough...

I hear the door open, ramis back. Hes early. He doesnt day anything,  he looks bothered but i dont say anything.

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I finish the pilaf, i hesitate to knock on the 'work' room,

Rami p.o.v

she enters the room,

-رمي um... i made some food.. its ready

She says with a faint smile, the way she says 'rami' ecos in my ear. I wanted to hear that again. I sigh. I cant.. i cant do what draco wanted me to do to her.
How could i,?

-if you wanted to eat...

-نعم im coming.

-^-^-^

-this is go good, i didnt know you cooked like this... شكرا

-Afiyet olsun

I notice something on her cheek, a food stain. My finger reachers for it, it shouldn't have. Maybe it was an excuse to touch her...

She goes red, my finger doesnt leave.  It softly travels to the strand of hair that had escaped her hijab. Her eyes meet mine, she had dark green eyes that complimented her brown skin, she was perfect.

She wanted to stop me, but she couldn't. We lock eyes...' She was fighting her demons, i remeber the word: her nafs. I had forgotten that contact with the opposite gender was considered  haram, but she knew. Does this mean she wanted me? Maybe, at least thats what her eyes said. I take back my fingers,

-...

Silence over comes us for a long time, she breakes it.
.
Can you help me run away?

-what?

-how long will i live like here?

-sht, i dont know.. i-

-did something happen?

-Yes, i mean No-

-tell me

-i cant.

-is it about me?

-yes... i cant tell you.

-...

-help me run away...back to Egypt.

-they will kill both of us.

-Lets run away together

-are you crazy?

-Didnt you want to leave this life?

-i cant leave just like that.

-....

-what do they want to do to me?

-...

-tell me!
She shouts getting  up.

-stop fcking pressuring me! If i were able to tell you i would!

She shuts up, shes scared... i scared her, sht.

-...sorry

-forget it... i know you wont let anyone do anything to me anyway... will you?

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I cant sleep.
What will i do.
If i dont do what Draco wants
things wont be good for me.

Flashback

Im going to get straight to the point. Rami you've been acting diffrent lately, i know its because of a girl

-what?

-don't act dumb. Take the girl to the lionsden. They will take care of her. I forgot about the girl from all the bloodsnake problems.

-we dont even talk,

-you know i know everything and you've seen what happened to people who betrayed me.. if i were you i wouldnt want to get on my bad side...