I have too many things to do, I don't have time to distract myself, and living alone doesn't help me much, it is impossible to concentrate if my whole house is silent and sometimes it becomes deafening, I need to get a roommate... but I think I need a coffee now- I know it's 2 in the morning but I need to stay awake a little longer to finish my work-. As usual, the whole house is lights out, and quiet except for the library.
I don't know why lately I feel like every time I go downstairs someone is watching me, I feel like someone is following me, maybe I'm crazy.-or maybe I'm not?-. Also downstairs, there is always a draft that gives me goosebumps....
I poured my coffee and I wanted to prepare something to eat... but I still feel that there is someone behind me (turn around, and you will see that there is nothing), and just as I thought there was no one except the darkness that flooded the house.
I finished preparing my food, I had to go through the dining room and the living room.
I had already turned off the lights again... but I feel again that someone is looking at me...
-just before going upstairs stop and check that everything is ok-, when I turned around I saw that someone was watching me standing behind a chair... I felt that my heart was going to stop, I felt that I was going to fall from the steps that I had already climbed... think... think... I closed my eyes and advanced a few steps, I opened them again after a few minutes and there was nobody,
-by god, this not sleeping is driving me crazy-
Finally, I arrived at the library, but I noticed that there were some books on the floor...
- but that's impossible, I'm the only one in the house, besides I never heard anything fall-.
So I took a seat and continued doing my work on the computer, not even half an hour passed and I felt again a draft that froze my whole body, and I felt that something was looking at me again, but I checked the whole room and there was no one, it was just... until in the hallway at the back left... there was that shadow I had seen in the living room
- I'm not crazy, fuck, I can't move! Why can't I move? I saw that it was getting closer and closer-
- I needed to get out of there, right now, but... Wait... - WHY AM I SITTING IN THE LIVING ROOM, THAT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE... WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN?-.
I turned around, without being able to move my legs, my arms, only my eyes and I saw that there was nothing, it was only when I looked at my side that someone was whispering to me - since I saw you so alone, I wanted to keep you company.
