Love isn't perfect

Betrayal

I stood there, watching her, kissing another one.. My eyes became like crystals with water in them. As i stood there, my tear fell down my cheek.. down to the mouth and by the neck, slowly my heart was breaking into pieces, my eyesight became blury.. My brain was trying to keep me calm, but my heart was screaming from the betrayal, from pain. She, the girl i was madly in love with, saw me standing right there, by the big white wall. She came running to me, because she knew she did the bad thing.. something she promised to me she'll never do.. But there we were.. at the moment where that promise was completly broken.
She yelled:"Y/N I'm so sorry! I-i didn't mean to-"
"Hush" i said.
"No excuses, i saw enough.." I said as my mouth was shaking and my eyes were full of tears.
"But please, let me explain!" She said in a broken tone of her voice.
I nodded.. showing her that i'm listening. I couldn't use my words anymore, is like.. they are gone as my fate in our love..
She started telling me how that was a dare from one of her friends and that i shouldn't even been there at the first place.
But i stopped her there and said: "Is our love to you worth a dare to break everything we ever had together?"
She stayed quiet.
"So is true, isn't it? Our love was a joke to you?" I said in frustraided voice.
She looked at me, i saw the pain behind those green eyes, i saw the regret. Then she mumbled some words, i couldn't understand what she said so i asked her to repeat.
She said:"I'm really sorry for this.. i know i should have been smarter and should have choosen to not do the dare, but i didn't saw any wrong thing about to happen at that moment.. I regret doing that stupid dare. I know i messed up and i'm sorry, please let me fix this however i can.. " She said in a broken voice, she was about to cry. Her eyes became watery, she was looking at me, waiting for my response. But i stood silent for couple of minutes, trying to make a right desicion.
Then i said:"I can see the pain in your eyes and the regret about what you did, but you know me well and that is hard to earn my trust after you break it. You've been with me for a long time and if i choose to end things here and now, forever, i think i may regret it in the future. So.. i'll give you another chance.. but if you do anything like this or similar to this situation, we'll never and i repeat we'll never talk to each other ever again."
She looked at me with those green eyes full of tears, and she smiled. A little smile that makes me feel safe, a smile she always has when she's truly happy, even though her eyes had tears in them, that smile didn't look different.
"I promise Y/N, i'll never do anything like this again. I realised that i made a bad desicion and i won't do it again." She said with her one tear falling down her cheek.
"Pinky promise?" I asked.
"Pinky promise." She said.
As our pinkys touched and made a promise, her and i looked at each others eyes and said:"I love you."
She fell into my arms, hugging me like is her last time.. i hugged her back and didn't let go.
Little did i know...