ryan azngami, ~jealous~

4~<3

ryan pov-
i felt lav slowly cuddle up into me so i wrap my arm around her petiete body and pull her in. as shes drifting off to sleep i watch her face relax and her body un stiffen, i put my hand up to her face and start rubbing her head and playing with her hair. she looked so gorgeous like that. after admiring her for a while i got comfortable without moving around to much and waking her up then slowly drifted off to sleep.

in the morning once i wake up to the sun beaming through the curtains and brightening my face i realise that lav isn't in my bed anymore. it's sad really, i thought i was going to wake up next to her. i open my phone quickly and see a text from oli saying that we're all taking the day off including lavender to make content today. i'm exited maybe me and lav can make cute tiktoks together.

i can hear shit going on down stairs, i adjust my grey sweats and lazily throw a shirt over my head and pull it down past my v-line. when i walk downstairs i see cute little lav and darren making pancakes and dancing around the kitchen to music far too loud for this early in the morning. wait that's m-my sweatshirt she's wearing. "GOOD MORNING RYAN, I LEFT U THIS MORNING SO I COULD SURPRISE U WITH BREAKFAST IN BED :(" she yells at me almost sadly that i woke up before her surprise. as she runs over in her little thigh high socks and my hoodie giving me a giant bear hug to say goodmorning. "goodmorning to u too lav and no it's fine because now i can help u guys" i respond to her rubbing her lower back. "LAV DONT TRUST THAT HES A HORRIBLE COOK" darren yells at the two of us as he ran to us and grabbed her hand starting to pull her back to the kitchen. "don't touch her darren she's not a child she can walk on her own, she doesn't need any help she's a big girl, arent u lav?" i snap at him as soon as i see their hands connect.

i have never felt so protective and angry over a girl before. i just want her to be mine and mine only. i can keep her safe i don't know about all these other guys around her. it makes me kind of jealous?