Love and Bullshit

I Like Her A LOT

Nijay's POV 

I Finally got home .*sighs* . I Know I Should have stayed in the Car It's so cold ,but hey at least i'm home now All I need Is a Nice Hot shower  than i'll be alright , ugh i still reek of weed. As I Walked in  the House i ran Upstairs before my Dad see's me shit , i don't feel like listening to him Giving me a whole speech about how weed Kills You Brain cells , guess what ? I DON'T CARE. by the time i got done with my shower it was Already seven o'clock . I Just Went to sleep dreaming about my mother and how m life would be if she was still here. As i drifted off to sleep ten minutes later i got a Text from who? smart ass Adrienne Of course saying "Hey" what the fuck ? did i not just see her like two Hours ago ? So I Just didn't reply and Continued my Sleep.i'll text her tomorrow.

                       Sorry i've never told you, all i wanted to say and now it's to late to hold you cause you flown away, so far away . never had i imagined Living without your smile , feelin' and knowing you hear me , it keeps me alive , alive .

"but you aren't alive anymore" , i interrupted A Soulful Voice none other then my dearest mother's  she has the voice of an Angel Always Had. "You know , you always loved it when i sang to you" she said in a sad Tone " And i still do , just wish i could hear it all the time , every where i go" I Replied "Well Hun , you can just sing to yourself, your voice is magnificent . if only you knew" I Don't know  what to believe "Right!" i simply said "why did you have to go ?" That's all  i wanted to know i miss my mother So much every child needs a mother figure in her life  "It was time  for me to go sweetheart, everything is gonna be okay" Like i haven't  heared   that before "When? I'm starting to give up, what is there to live for?" she stayed silent thinking of what To say then started "Hun everything is gonna be okay just believe it and stop being grumpy "  She did not just say grumpy "Okay Mom " Was i could say "You'll see" with that my vision started to blur "Mom.........." I Shouted "Don't Leave Please Stay " "MOM!!!!!!""

"Wake Up!!!!! Nijay Wake Up" I'm hearing  "Huh?" I Opened my eyes to see Byron Looking worried "What ?" i spat "You were screaming and i got scared" It's adorable how he actually cares "don't worry i'm fine , just go back to sleep" He got out of my room , only to leave me thinking about my mom and crying my self to sleep . I Keep asking myself why am i still living ? why can't i just be Happy? Why does everyone worry about shit that don't concern them? It's my fucking life.

the next couple of days consisted Of me Going to school getting detention and getting high as usual. oh yeah  and that curly haired Nigga keeps looking at me in every Class , like i didn't even know we had like five classes together ,he's a creep Yo but Kinda cute i guess . I always catch myself day dreaming about him , but he's probably one of them 4 days crush so i don't care."Ms.Minaj Pay attention" And my thoughts were interrupted again " okay" I Said Plainly i just wanted to go to lunch , i could give less fucks about Fractions and graphs . Math is so boring Ugh . \

Chresanto's POV

    God Damn This Girl has me going insane , I Really her  Like but for some reason she seems to hate me and her attitude really sucks.she's so Pretty i can look at her for days and not peep a single flaw.I Can't wait till Lunch , today is the day I Tell her how i feel, how she makes me want to.........do stuff to her , how i just want to hold her and not let her go.I Wonder if  she feels the same way. I Like her , Not even i REALLY Like her . she probably Hates me . "Mr.August, would you care to repeat to the class what i just said" Mrs. desilva said , man i swear these teachers bug the shit out of me "well....um see......." Then i was saved by the bell thank God "Okay class , we'll continues tomorrow and Mr August " i looked at her  "Pay attention next time". I Didn't care all i wanted to see is Nijay and tell her how i feel , then i spotted her she looked so pretty , she already notices i'm starring at her, she gets up to move but i run To her "Please don't go" I Said she still didn't quite want to stay but i guess she had no choice considering the whole lunch room was Packed. "What" She spat " i just wanted to talk to you" i said seeming a little desperate "about? make it quick i really don't  have time for this" wow  she's actually being some what pleasant today well here goes nothing "IReallyLikeYouAndWantToTakeYouOnADate" I Said quickly Hoping she'd say yes "Huh?" But of course she didn't understand " I Said, i really like you and want to take you on a date " She said nothing WOW! I'd actually like it more if she'd at least say something but there she was......No emotion at all "Okay" she said Plainly "What?" I Couldn't believe It " I Said Okay Ding dong" And here's her Mean self again "Oh Okay, what time should i pick you Up" I Asked " i don't know any time you want i guess"she didn't look very interested "Okay how about 7:30??" I Said Hoping that's good enough "I Guess " I Sighed being relieved . Now how am I Going to this ? what am i going to wear ? Questions, Questions , Questions A million of them ran threw my head . "Okay stiop it Chres everything is gonna be Alright" I Said To Myself "Hey Chres" Oh No please tell me it's Not ....."Hey Natalie" man i can't stand this girl she stays on my dick twenty- four seven and the worst part is she Fucked Jacob and Rayan , but still trying to Bang me ."why you so tense Baby? are you okay?" she said, coming closer "You know" she started " i could make you feel Real good in just a couple of minutes " i gulped, Don't get me wrong , her Body is Banging , but Nijay's Body Is Just 20 times better "Hehe " i chuckled Nevously "Tell you what, You are a really ............Original Girl, but I'm not ready for a relationship right now " i lied trying my best not to hurt her feelings " Who saud anything about being in a reationship" she came closer to my ear "i'd be just as happy with the dick" When will this girl take a hint ? "Um Um..................." RING RING , "Catch you later bye " Saved by the bell. I Basically Sprinted to my Class. I Hope she won't be any troubleto me . i know Natalie she's Just Evil, always goes after what she wants , and she'll do anything to get it.

   It was already 7:00 I Hopped in my car to pic up Nijay . I Hope everything goes Well . I Got out my car and knocked on her door , damn i didn't expect her house to be this big. I Knocked on the door like five times. "I'm Coming , I'm Coming" I Hear a Man Say "Hello" 

"Hi Sir, um............I'm y-your daugther's d-date" I Stuttered a bit he looked like he he was ready to Punch me . "Nijay !!!! NIJAYYY,, YOUR DATE IS HERE".She came downstairs looking gorgeous as ever , she really cleans Up Good. "Hello Chresanto" she said seductively. "H-Hi" I'm still a little nervous, doing everything i can to tame myself . "S-shall we g-go" 

Nijay:Yes we shall

This is going to be an Interesting Date , I Could Just Rip all the clothes Off her body and fuck her senseless right now ,but i gotta be a Gentleman and show her how and who i really am."Can you turn on some Music?" 

Me:Um sure, what would you like ?

Nijay: Um what ever you have i guess

Me okay

I Turn on Frank Ocean thinkin bout you , I Don't care if he's Gay. Nigga's Music is poppin 

Nijay: OMG , That's one of my favorite songs

Me: Really ? Mine too 

Nijay: I Be Thiking bout you , you know know know

I Stayed breathless for a while, she can really sing

Me: Your voice is amazing , do you know that ? . she blushed 

Nijay: Thanks , but i wouldn't call it amazing 

Me: what are you talking about ? Do you not hear yourself

       She blushed. she's actually some what decent to me , i hope it continues like this. We arrive to the restaurant and took our table . I'm a little nervous but i hope she dosen't realize it.

           Me: so...........................

Nijay: what's up. she said out of the bloose 

Me: Tell me about yourself 

Nijay: what you wanna know 

Me: everything

Nijay : well , i'm a junior , i'm sixteen , I love food and music . and what about you?

Me: I Like sports and I'm a junior too but a senior credit wise. 

Njay : cool

            Our food arrived and were have an awesome time but i want to take to one last stop before taking her home . I Know she'll love it .  She looks so beautiful i can look at her for hours.finally we arrived to Mount Lee. the view is fantastic. "Wow" she said speechless "This is beautiful"

Me: I know . i chuckled , just like you 

nijay: aw thanks

  that's it chresanto we in the moment Kiss her. I Got so close to her face and placed a gentle kiss on her lips     to my surprise she kissed back . i licked her lips asking for and entrns she opened her mouth Gladly, i could just Rip her clothes off and fuck her right here. we have a fll blowned make out session , the moment is going well until she says

Nijay: I Wanna go home now

Me: what?

  she didn't answer she just got up and waited for me in the car. i had t sit down for a moment. we just had a heated make out session...............and she's still being stubborn . What the fuck is wrong with this bitch ? 

 why tf do i like her 

Comment , VOTE SHOW ME THAT YOU READING BABY ............................naw j/k