What About Angels h.s

Popping Pills

Elizabeth POV

After the death of my parents I been forced to move in with my Aunt Ellen who acts like she's a 21 year old when she's like 39 or something.She been getting on my nerves lately I have to admit I love her but she's always on my case,It's been like 2 weeks since I moved In with her but I know she trying to make the best of this situation.

She's not really a mommy figure more like a bossy-knowitall older sister,she always bring boys to our house and drinks out of the Orange juice container very mature....

I forgot to mention my school
Bridgewood High School that's where I will be attending on Monday. I am actually excited just to do something that will help me get through this rough patch in my life. Also Aunt Ellen thinks I'm antisocial which is kinda true because people give me anxiety just being near them and not knowing what they think about me it just makes me not want to talk it's just I've always been the quiet type & I missed some great opportunities in my life because of my shyness like being in the talent show or asking my crush out.

I quickly got up from my bed wanting to do something meaningful with my time instead of looking at my off-white ceiling and questioning my own life for example.

I rarely leave my bed the only time I do is to get food or go to the bathroom.

Pulling my drawer opened it revealed a sketch pad & colored pencils basically the whole Art supply.

I always loved to draw it relaxes me it takes me to a magical world just like reading--that's so nerdy but it's the truth is it inspires me that's where I get most of my creativity.

I grabbed my black sketch pencil tightly drawing graceful making a outline of a car & flashing lights I neatly colored the car Black and made the flashing lights a yellowish gray sort of color.

Next thing I knew their were tears welling up in my eyes streaming down my face I drop my pencil & balled the pieces of paper in my hand aiming for the trash.

Flashbacks clouded my thoughts I could literally hear my Mom's frightful scream replaying in my head.

Make It Stop! I screamed

I tried to drown the noise out by putting my hands over my ears of course it didn't work but felt comforting.

My Aunt Ellen came running into to my room sitting on my bed.

"Elizabeth,Are you ok?" She said taking her hand putting it up to my forehead.

"I hate it here, I hate everyone." I screeched trying to scream over the noise in my head.

"Make it stop please." I cried.

"Make what stop?" she said confused.

"The voices." I screamed again knowing I sounded crazy.

"I'm going to call the doctor" she frowned getting up from the spot on my bed.

I just nodded wiping fresh tears from my face looking at my hands noticing my nose was bleeding.

"What the Fuck?" Is all I could manage to think.
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"She'll be okay she is just experiencing some lack of sleep & missing her parents of course." The doctor said rubbing lightly on my shoulder.

Gtfo!

"Are you sure?" My Auntie questioned looking concerned.

"Postive!, She'll be back to herself in no time." He said confidentiality turning to me biting his lip.

"But for right now, I want her to take some depression medicine." he said signing a purple sheet handing it to my Aunt.

"Take this with food or water only 2 pills a day." he suggested.

"Thanks." My aunt & I said in sync.

"No problem,Have a great Day!" He said cheerfully leading us to the main facility it looked so nice the walls were painted in the color Crimson.

After that we walked to our car in the driveway,it took us exactly 20 minutes to drive home.

I ran up to my room slamming the door loudly indicating that I didn't want to be bother my aunt.

I quickly went to my bathroom turning the knob to my shower & slowly undressing and getting in.

Once,I felt the hot water scalding my skin it made me let out a shaking breath.

I closed my eyes taking in the past months seeing all the bad memories and finally realizing their wasn't any good ones.

My whole life is fucking full of tragedies.I have no control over my life once so ever. I feel like I'm drowning in water kicking & screaming but that doesn't help so I drift away slowly.

Once I finished my bath I took my medicine and went to my bed falling asleep instantly.
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