A New Start - MHA Oneshots

Please Don't take My Sunshine Away..

I feel like writing some depressing shit so here's some dadzawa and Midoriya angst! Midoriya was adopted by Aizawa, by the way.

TW: Suicide (Pills )/ Mention of self Harm

MIDORIYA'S POV

Pills

Where are my pills?

I can't find them...

Ah! Here they are...

I picked up my pill bottle. I never thought that I would go like this, but there's a first time for everything. I just can't take it anymore. Everything is so overwhelming, I feel like a burden. I feel as if I annoy everyone I talk to. If I even breathe their air, I immediately ruin their day. 

I take a handful of the pills, hesitating as I pour myself a glass of water. 

Is this really worth it?

I know I will hurt dad a lot...

He won't care.

Huh?

He won't care about some quirkless kid. Even if you have One For all, no one will care.

But-

Stop thinking about it and do it!

I pause again, looking at the scars on my arms. I've hidden them for so long. I sigh as I write a note. I won't write one that's very long, I don't want to bother dad with a long one. If he even cares to read it, anyway. I finish and I put it down on my nightstand. I walk into the bathroom again, picking up the forgotten handful of pills left on the bathroom sink, along with the glass of water. I walk back into my room, taking a deep breath before I put the pills into my mouth. I then quickly chug the water. I sit on the floor, tears forming in my eyes, threatening to fall out. 

I feel dizzy...

The last thing I remembered was tears falling down my cheeks before darkness consumed me.

AIZAWA'S POV

"Izuku!" I call out. "It's time for dinner!" I made his favorite, katsudon. He's been quiet lately, so I think his favorite food would cheer him up. "Izuku?" I call out again, getting worried. He hasn't responded, weird. I start to walk to his room. I knock since I don't want to invade his privacy. He's a teenager, after all. I put my ear to the door. I don't hear him moving, maybe he's asleep?

I think for a second. Should I really barge into his room? I decide to, just to make sure he's okay. I put my hand on the doorknob, turning it. My eyes widen at the sight I see. My baby boy, my light, my world, laying on the floor unconscious, pill bottle in hand. "Izuku!" I yell out. "Izuku! Wake up!" I yell again, kneeling against my son. I panic. What do I do?! My mind goes blank, I facepalm. There are emergency numbers for things like this, Aizawa! I quickly pick up my phone, dialing 911. I put it down and began rocking my son back and forth, begging for him to be okay. 

Everything was a blur after that. All I remember was trying my best not to cry on the trip to the hospital. I need to be strong for my baby boy. I am now sitting in a chair, right next to my baby. I'm trying not to cry, but the tears in my eyes came falling down like a waterfall. I start sobbing. I'm a pro hero, dammit! I've seen things like this before, I shouldn't be crying! But with my baby boy, this is different. He was and still is the light in my world. Ever since I adopted him when he was 6, he's made me the happiest I've ever been. I used to sing a song to him when he couldn't sleep. I would lay with him, running my hand through his hair. 

You are my sunshine...

I begin to sing. Hoping, praying, that he will be okay. 

My only sunshine...

You make me happy when skies are grey. 

I run a gentle hand through his soft, green hair. I smile, remembering the late nights with my son.

You'll never know, dear, how much I love you..

Please don't take, my sunshine away...

I start to cry a little again.

The other night dear, as I lay sleeping,  I dreamt I held you in my arms.

But when I woke, dear, I was mistaken. 

So I hung my head, and I cried.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine...

You make me happy, when skies are grey.

You'll never know, dear, how much I love you.

Please don't take, my sunshine away...

I started to sob again, holding my son's hand in mine. "Please be okay, baby boy, please. I promise I will be better. I promise I will help you. I promise I will be a better father, just, please be okay. Please..."

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I will probably do a part 2. If anyone reads this, anyway. I forgot I had Wattpad for a while, so I wanted to start new with a brand new oneshot book! Anywho, I hope you have a wonderful day/night, wherever you are. <3

WORD COUNT: 834

STARTED: 10/31/2021

FINISHED: 10/31/2021