Sunshines Secrets

Phone Calls & Curiosity

Hinata

Omg I am so fucked so so fucked, how did it come to this. Ugh I feel like I'm going to cry, how could I have been so careless.

Now you're probably wondering why I'm having a mental breakdown right? Well that's simple it's because the poly in me came out.

The only people who know I'm poly are my parents, Natsu, Yachi, Kiyoko, Uncle Ukai, Chase, Mason, and Mateo. So I ended up getting closer to Suna, Akaashi, Kunimi, and Kenma.

Agh I don't know when it happened but I ended up liking them. The only people I know would never use me for my status is Kunimi and Suna.

You may be wondering why not Kenma and Akaashi the chill ones. Well Kenma is a gamer, he found out I was sunshine and it kind of made me become guarded. Akaashi well I don't actually think he'd use me I just don't speak to him a lot.

Bokuto is always going into emo mode whenever he sees me and Akaashi hanging out. So Akaashi always has to deal with it so I end up not spending much time with him. It's been two weeks into the camp now so I'm kind of mad at myself

They're not bad people and I don't necessarily think they'll use me because they're also rich. Kenma's parents are CEO's, Akashi's parents are famous doctors worldwide, Suna's parents own hotels, stores, a mall, and multiple other things.

Kunimi's parents on the other hand are a different case. It turns out his parents are one of my dads partners at his company. It also seems I have a business deal with them as well. The four of them know about me being an actor, singer, and CEO.

So I'm having a meltdown in front of the mangers. They don't even know why and they're trying to figure it out. I'm just crying, laughing, smiling, screaming and rolling around on the floor

"Eh Hinata tell us what's wrong!" Yukie said panicking, I calmed down and stopped. They all sighed relieved that I was done I sat up and hung my head down. "Hinata what's going on?" I looked up the mangers before explaining

"I have been careless and the poly in me kicked in" I said as a few tears slipped. "What do you mean?" I looked at Hana "Well I doubt you knew that I was poly but I am. After hanging out with Kunimi, Kenma, Akaashi, and Suna more I caught feelings and I just realized today and now I'm upset" I sniffles

"Wait, why are you upset then" I sighed not knowing how they'll respond to this. "Well I know they're also rich but unlike me they aren't famous. I've been used before I've been treated differently I just don't want to be used again. I don't think I'd be able to live with myself if I were. I trust Kunimi and Suna to not use me, but Kenma found out I was sunshine the gamer and he's a gamer so I don't know how he really feels. I haven't spent as much time with Akaashi because Bokuto keeps going into emo mode whenever me and Akaashi hang out" I huffed in annoyance

They sighed now understanding my problem, "Hinata, I don't talk to them or anything so I can't say I know they're good guys. The thing is I've seen how they are when they're around you. They look at you like you're the only thing that matters. They look at you with love and adoration and they don't care about who sees it." The only managers nodded at Yukie statement

"And not once have they ever posted any pictures you took with them. Posted your location, bragged about hanging with you, I've never seen them use you. Even Kenma he doesn't talk about how you're sunshine. He didn't even ask if he could be in a video with you, they all treated you like your not even famous. You've always wanted that I know you don't notice it but they don't want to use you. Trust them and trust that they'll treat you right" Kiyoko said hugging me.