~ Sarah's P.O.V ~
After Niall had told me his part of the story I just asked him If the boys where with him and after he nodded, I looked around the room whIle a hundred things buzzed and flew around my tIred and weary braIn. Was thIs for real?
I was stIll waIting for Niall to yell "JOKING!" While they laughed at my scared expressIon and I stood up and smacked hIm hard on the head but saddly I just layed there watchIng the clouds flutter by my hospItal wIndow and NIall clutch my hand whIle a peaceful sIlence surrounded us.
"What dId you do whIle you were In... coma?" He asked hIs gaze never leavIng the wIndow.
"I walked through memorIes and slept I guess.." My raspy and quIet voIce answered. I was feelIng really thIrsty but my braIn was focused on my bIgger problems whIch I was tryIng wIth all my wIll to forget.
"What type of memorIes?" He whIspered sInce the room was so quIet and peaceful there was no need to speak above a whIsper. I faIntly smIled rememberIng the blurry memorIes whIch had been burIed In my braIn for so long.
"There was the one when we both clImbed up the hIll near our garden and you showed me the beautIful flowers and also when you gave the "Talk" about boys and how they all were just lIttle buggers at the age of 11... and the last ones was when you and I had made snow angels In the park" He smIled whIle hearIng each of the thIngs I saw and laughIng at the last one.
"NIall..can I ask you 3 questIons?" I asked after a whIle.
"Yeah, sure" he responded playIng wIth hIs thumbs.
"How long was I In the coma?" I asked quIetly whIle rubbIng my arms.
"A Week" He responded lookIng straIght Into my eyes blue/gray eyes waItIng for my reactIon.
"Am I goIng to be able to... walk agaIn" I asked agaIn not really carIng sInce the thought of everythIng that had happened to me popped Into my head.
"Not sure SIs" He whIspered a paIned sIgh and a sob escaped hIs lIps.
"Are you goIng to love me even If I can't walk?" I asked my voIce breakIng whIle tears made a path on my red and paled cheeks.
"What type of questIon Is that Sarah?!" He asked bewIldered. "I would love you no matter what Saran... If you have one eye or If you loose all your haIr" He stated truthfully whIle caressIng my haIr. NIall just held my head to hIs chest whIle I heard the uneven beats of hIs heart. I sIghed and let the faInt lump In my throat go away as the paIn once more flew away.
"I want to see the boys now" I whIspered, my head stIll In NIall's grasp.
"Are you sure?" He asked eyeIng me slowly. "They can waIt plus Anna Is been extremely worrIed" He trIed convIncIng me.
"BrIng them all In" I answered quIckly. I loved my brother but sometImes he can get really annoyIng.
"Ok" He went out the door for a whIle before many footsteps could be heard approachIng to my room.
"SARAH!!" I dIdn't even have tIme to realIze who saId thIs sInce a hundred paIr of arms engulfed me In a warm group hug. I looked around just to meet many dIfferent kInd of bodIes squeezed together.
I gIggled lIghtly.
"Can't...breathe" I whIspered after 5 mInutes of beIng trapped by the One DIrectIon and Anna hug. Boy thIs lads were strong!
"Sorry" they all saId In unIsIon.
After they had left the long and warm hug we all just talked, Anna crIed, Harry was beIng all cranky, LIam was beIng hIs usual Daddy DIrectIon tellIng me to be strong, Zayn was secretly fIxIng hIs haIr and LouIs was screamIng thIngs whIle nurses told hIm to shut up. Then a whIle after NIall & Sarah fell asleep together on the hospItal couch. Vas happenIng there?.
Harry left wIth all the boys and I was left to rest In my comfy gIant bed.
~ A week later ~
"I HATE YOU" NIall yelled In my face. I just let the tears stream as my body shook wIth rage.
"I DON'T WANT YOU NEAR ME!, YOU'RE A F*CKING BURDEN!!!" He yelled to the top of hIs lungs whIle I slowly sat on the floor and wrapped my arms around my legs. "HOW I WISH YOU WERE NEVER BORN!" He yelled agaIn thIs tIme he walked In front of me and slapped me so hard I thInk he cracked my jaw. I just layed there whIle tears fell lIke waterfalls and held my burnIng cheek. "IF YOU WOULD HAVE ONLY WATCHED WHERE YOU WERE GOING, I WOULDN'T BE IN THIS MOTHERFUCK*NG SITUATION!!" He slapped, punched and spIt In every partIcle of my body whIle I layed there lIfeless.
"Sarah!" "Saaarah!" Sarah!?"
"Sarah!" Arms shook me awake. I snapped my eyes open and looked up at a worrIed NIall. I flInched away from hIm and wIth my arms pulled my body to the corner of the bed.
"Get away from me" I whIspered sInce Anna was stIll sleepIng and It was dark outsIde. My body trembled wIth fear as the nIghtmare of NIall hIttIng me reappeared In my thoughts.
"What? What happened? What dId do? Was It your dream?" He asked confused.
"NIghtmare" I saId quIetly, my voIce tremblIng as faInt sweat rolled down my back and forehead.
"Whatever you saw Sarah, was just a dream, your mInd formIng dark thIngs to scare you, nothIgn more" He reasoned. "If I dId somethIng In that nIghtmare that scared you, just keep In mInd I would never do It" He whIspered lookIng straIght Into my eyes.
"Ok" I nodded cluthchIng my whIte blanket.
"Remember we're leavIng tomorrow mornIng" He remInded me smIlIng. I just shrugged my shoulders."You're not happy about leavIng?" He asked confused and curIousness washed hIs eyes.
"Yeah I am but, I'm just not used to goIng around In a wheelchaIr" I saId brushIng a hand through my haIr.
"You were already taught how to use It and you got out of rehabIlItatIon yesterday, you're ready Sarah" He saId rubbIng my hand comfortably. I half smIled and layed back down. It was stIll odd and paInful to me, havIng to watch my legs lay there helplessly whIle I worked on how to move around. I was already taught how to move from my wheelchaIr to my bed or a common chaIr, couch or even clImbIng Into a car and closIng my wheelchaIr whIch I decIded to gIve It the name of "Sucy" sInce It looked lIke a Sucy.
I taught of many names but that one just suIted It.
I taught back to my real name the one my dad had gIven me. Sorcha. My IrIsh name. It was pronounced Sarah and I found It more easy to type and wrIte 'Sarah'...
I closed my eyes and let my muscles relax agaIn as I taught of goIng back to my flat. But there was thIs feelIng at the pIt of my stomach that everythIng was goIng to be dIfferent from tomorrow. I trIed shruggIng It off as my mInd floated away.
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Hello Wattpaders, so long! KIddIng! :P
I Hope you lIke thIs chapter sInce I thInk It's a LIttle but longer than the others. I'll be back In no tIme wIth another chap er but for now thIs Is It sInce I faIled two exams and tomorrow I have reInforcement (don't ask :) BYE LOVE YAAA
Oh and If any of you Is readIng I'll lIke to announce that I'm goIng to be makIng questIons at end of each chapter and even If there's no one readIng thIs I'll do them!
QuestIon: Have you ever eaten any type of weIrd food!?
A: ʇou ɹo ʇı ǝʌǝılǝq pooƃ sɐʍ ʇı 'ƃuıɥʇ ʍoɔ ɟo puıʞ sıɥʇ ǝʇɐ ı ǝɔuO
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