who am i?

erik night

I stood there with questions in my head, why is hugging me?, and why do I get the feeling I know him?,and really why do I want to hug him so badly and kiss him?I am getting really confused, and i don't like it."Erik let her go,she is confused and dude let her go"he said.wait who is are they?,I want to run,but I can't its like I don't want to go but I really do.the one called Erik let me go and stood up and looked at me in sad eyes,why? Then it hits me a memory.
       →memory flashback ←
I am older I am standing in a grass field and I am sad,angry,and I feel like I want to kill someone that I love."saya, saya,saya"he calls my name, who is he?"I am sorry, I just ,I don't know ,I was being in a spell I swear"but from what I see,I don't want to talk to him,I am hurt,I have a broken heart, why?I want to hurt him,I should but what's stopping me?he comes closer,he sees me,he starts to run to me but I run away and I ,I,
        → End of flashback←
"Saya!!!! Walk up!!!!! Please,I don't want to loose u again" a boy says.again?"Erik calm down she is just having a flashback.so you need to chill""I can't!!!!!! She has been asleep for 5 days,And she needs to walk up!!"Erik says in a  worried voice.then I open my eyes and I have pain in my chest,and I scream,and I fall off a bed and Erik trying to run at me but can't cause they are holding him down.there is a bathroom there close and I feel like I am growing and I close the bathroom door,and I scream louder.it stopped,then I get up and I am taller and I slowly look at the mirror.oh my god!!! I am sixteen.how?then I hear talking I walk to the door,and I put my ear to it and I listen. "Erik  I know you want to go in there but,why?you barley know her,and we don't know  what's going on,so we just have see and wait." Then I look down at myself.then I hear another voice its eriks."I do know her,I met her a long time ago,and she was older but I don't understand, why is she in a different age?can you read her mind and see why?"he asks"I wish I can do that but I can't ,because she is stronger than me so that means she can block  out of her head"he said in a sad voice. Mmm I can do that?cool . then I look at myself and I am wearing my dress but I am big in it.mmm I have to go to then so I can get changed.I slowly open the door.and they look at me but can't see me because I am in the dark "um if it does not trouble you can I have some clothes, um I am to big for this one I an wearing" I ask"yes but how come your voice is a lot more grown up?,did you grow or something?"Erik says.I step in the light."it seems that i did grow"

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