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chapter 1

"no please stop, don't do this to me" the footsteps kept coming closer to me

  "Please i'm begging you to not do this to me, I will give you anything you need but please don't do this to me" the footsteps stopped in my front

  "Will you shut up, I said you shouldn't say any word again, if I hear another word come out of your miserable mouth, I am gonna shot your fucking head"

   I felt a hand raising my skirt and the hand moved further inside and the next thing I noticed was the masked man sifted my panties and dipped his hand inside my clit

   In my mind, I was hoping it is just a bad dream and none of this is really true

   "I need to wake up now" I said out loud and the next thing I heard was a loud noise, the masked man just slapped me across my face

    "Didn't I warn you not to say a word again, you are trying to piss me off right" he slapped me again on my face and the next thing that happened can never be forgotten

   He tore my cloth, riped my underwear then he stopped for a moment, and later I heard the sound of someone fumbling with a metal and before I know it his pant fell on the floor.

  He walked to my front turned my body to look in his direction, he spread my legs and immediately I felt something inside of me

God i'm so ruined, this can't be happening to me, I looked around and saw my parents lifeless body on the floor in the pool of there own blood and also some masked men were also standing beside the bodies

The movement inside me became faster and I can feel the pain, it was actually my first time having sex and this experience is so bad.

I was crying and this son of a bitch is moaning, God can I please die, can I also follow my parents, I can't take this any longer, I was making a silent prayer but it seems at that time, that prayer wasn't answered.

  When the masked man was done with the damage he wanted to do, he stood up, lifted his pants and wore it and I was lying down there crying. I can't believe something like this will ever happen to me.

  I heard the other masked men laughing and saluting there leader, I couldn't stop crying, I tried to raise myself from the floor and rested my body on the wall

  "So when I asked you not to do something, you won't do it, this will serve as a lesson to you" the masked man walked to my front and spit on my body, turned his back to me and he and his men opened the opened the door and walked out of my dad small house.

   Immediately they left, I ran to lock the door and fell flat Infront of the door, I was looking at my parent, but I couldn't find myself touching there bodies, why didn't anybody come to help.

  I felt so weak but I gradually dragged my weak body to were my parents were lying died. I started by touching my mother's feet to her head with a gunshot in her forehead, I turned my head to the opposite direction and saw my father also lying with a gunshot on his head.

  "No mum! No dad!!! This can't actually be true"

  "Mum please wake..up" I turned toward my dad

  "Dad please wakeup, I know this is just a bad dream" I lied down closed my eyes and hope it's really a bad dream, but when I woke up to reality, my parents were still lying on the floor died

   "Mummy!!!!!" I shouted her name so high and loud that I didn't even know when I passed out.

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