If your not the one than why does my heart feel glad this way?- ON HOLD

Chapter Four.

Sorry for Errors. Typing on my iPhone. I'll work on "You did this to me" next.

Thanks for being patient with me.

-Megan

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I played with my fingers as I stared at my lap. I wasn't ready to face the chocolate eyes of the boy sitting cross legged infront of me. I wasn't ready to spill my story. I wasn't read to do anything but play with my fingers.

I felt my bed compress beside me and I looked over to see Isaac snuggled into my pillows. He looked into my grey eyes and smiled.

"If your not ready yet that's fine, I'll just have a nap."

I smiled and punched him lightly on his arm. Smirking, Isaac grabbed my fist and pulled me down beside him so that we were both laying on our sides stareing at eachother.

I blushed and recieved another smile from Isaac.

"Your very beatiful Cara." His fingertips caressed my jaw and my heart skipped a beat as he leaned in a bit.

My reflexes finally kicked in and I rolled onto my back to stare at the ceiling. I could feel Isaac do the same but with a sigh.

"I was fifteen when it happened." My voice caught in my throat and I turned to look into his calming eyes. Laying on our backs now and are heads looking at eachother I continued.

"It was just after the accident with my dad and brother. Mom started living on the streets because she couldn't hold a job anymore and I had to drop out of school to work. Obviously I homeschooled myself, and that's how I have this scholarship now." I sighed and watched Isaac's eyes intently. They seemed to be trying to figure out what I was going to say next.

"Well one night when I went in search for my Mom I found her laying in a alley with two guys roughing her up." A single tear rolled down my face and Isaac wiped it away.

"I um tried to stop them but they just turned on me." A sniffle escaped me and I was pulled into a warm chest with arms wrapped around me.

"The one guy had me pinned against a wall and had kissed me savagly while the other raped my mother infront of me. Afterwards they roughed me up a little and eventually I passed out. I- I don't know if they did anything else to me but I don't want to know. What happened was bad enough." My sobbs were uncontrolable now and Isaac rolled me over so he was postitioned slightly above me. His eyes were angery but sad and they smoldered into mine.

"Those guys are spinless scum that deserve to die." He lowered himself slowly so I could feel his body against mine, and the next second his lips were barely carressing mine.

"I think I'm falling for you already Cara, and I promise I'll always protect you and your mother."

My fingers worked on there own accord and wrapped themselves into his hair. I pulled him down slowly and let his breath dance across my face for a second. Before I knew it though his lips had searched mine out again and a tingling started in my toes and started to work it's way up my body.

One of Isaac's hands cupped my face as he deepened the kiss. The other hand was resting on my hip causing my body to arch towards his.

He broke the kiss short causing me to whimper slightly.

"I deffiantly am falling for you." He kissed my forhead and pulled me into his body. Before long I felt myself drifting to sleep while listening to the steady beat of his heart.

I smiled before the darkness consumed me. Best offical first kiss ever.

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We had woken in time for dinner and I didn't really want to eat. He told me if I didn't walk down to the mess hall than he'd just have to carry me.