Lost love [Chanbaek||Baekyeol]

~ Chapter 19 ~

Baekhyun's POV:

I-

WHAT JUST HAPPENED?!??

WHAT.

JUST.

HAPPENED?!?!???

Were we about to- k- kiss????

UGH.

After (whatever just happened) Chanyeol got up fast and went straight to the bathroom. I on the other hand just stood there all confused. And..flustered. Nothing like this has happened to me before- besides, I've never even gotten my first, kiss..

Thinking about Chanyeol being my first kiss-

Wait-

No!

No no no!

Why did I even think about that in the first place- oh my god, I must be going crazy! I could literally feel my face heating up.. I need some air..

I didn't even say bye to Chanyeol I just left the dorm and went to our classroom. But thinking back to what happened, why did I go along with it? WHY?? What was I thinking..????

Once I entered the classroom, I said hi to Sehun, Jongdae, and to some classmates that I know/talk to. There were open seats this time but I decided to sit in the back row once again. There was one minute left until the bell would ring. Our teacher got up from his chair and was about to go close the door until Chanyeol came in. "Sorry!" I heard him mumble.

Once he entered the classroom he looked for an open seat but since he came in late- there weren't many seats opened anymore. So he had no other choice but to sit in the back row...next...to me. Bruh. I mean it's totally okay but after what happened this morning- yeaa no. I kept my head down at all times because I didn't want to make eye contact with him..

"can I sit here ?" He asked.

"No."

"Huh? No?"

"Wait what?!" I could feel my face heating up..crap.

"I said, can I sit here..?"

"Ooh! Uh- yea! Yea..!" I cursed myself in my head.

"Thanks..!" He said with a smile that exposed his dimple. Gosh that dimple~

I don't know if it was just me but today's class seemed to go by so slow.

I found myself spacing out a lot. I didn't even take notes, I was too busy playing with my pen.

Time went by slowly but thankfully I didn't think too much about what had happened earlier today. Although... Those lips... Wait- NO! Why did I just think about that!? I need to control myself!

Author's POV:

No matter how hard chanyeol tried to not think about it..it always appeared in his thoughts. "I must've been out of my mind! What were you thinking about Chanyeol!!!" He cursed at himself.

Meanwhile Baekhyun over here supposedly didn't think about it too much~ but do you really think so? I think not. Besides, his mind kept on spacing out and making scenarios of what could of had happen after. Uf~ baekhyun was suddenly aching for him, to be close to him, for his attention, for him just to be with him.. but why? He doesn't know either. All this happened so suddenly. It's something new to him.

Chanyeol on the other hand wanted to be close to baekhyun as well, but both seemed to avoid each other after what had happened between them two. Chanyeol wants to make things clear so there won't be any avoiding or awkwardness between the two of them. Obviously he won't tell Baekhyun about his feelings towards him..yet. Or at least for now. It's been so many years that if he were to confess to Baekhyun- Chanyeol wouldn't know how he would react to his confession.. Bad? Good? Disgusted? Happy?