I really though i hate you, but showed up i don't, cause everytime i see you i just smile
I smile so brightly that the Sun could be jealous over me, and as jealous as it could be..
You still don't get what im saying, right? You don't know how to act, you are like a lost sheep from the flock, most to be exact..
You are a dear girl dearest and i love you so, i love you really so, but with the situation and how you had be acting, i couldn't had the time to make love bear and show..
I miss the spring day, when sitting under a willow, i just confessed my love.. And you were there with me and and heard the words of all above. We loved eachother truly, loved truly back in those times ..But love started fading and so it came distance.
It's been a while, and i have to say that i miss those times, i miss them dreadfully, i miss our old times spending having fun.. But now our love is coming down outrun..
Look like you found another love? Im glad, im really glad for, my girl. Cause your soul started shining once again as, in the middle of the crowded ocean, a dearfull pearl.
I wish that i could talk to you once again a time, so i could tell you "I love you, please don't cry".. But i can't cause we chosen our own paths, that are far different from eachother and don't stand to cross together, anywhere forever..
As definition, my pain is entitled as "Hollow and sorrow" for a simple reason you should had figured out already, my dearests. Nothing hurts more a human then a heartbreak.. And the cause of my heartbreak isn't welly filled with sadness and intrigue, but with art and a small part of ambigue.. I figured out soonly, too late though, that she wasn't the one for me and she wasn't supposed to be. She wasn't supposed to be there just so she could break my soul in pieces and then put the blame on me, but it happens cause.. You see.. Life is cruel.. But yet beautiful
I love you.. but i hate you with a passion also <3
Writed for nobody, in fact ^^
