Best friend crush

part 5

STANsPOV
I looked up after hearing the phone ring a second time and saw bill pick it up. "H-hello" he answered and i could tell he was expecting someone that he didnt get, "Oh uh o-ok". "I-it w-was just th-th-the pizza guy s-saying it w-w-was 10 m-m-m-minutes away" he explained and everyone nodded, i had no idea what had happened, all i knew was that i was reading for a little bit. "Yall want to go to the arcade" richie asked and everyone nodded. While we got ready to leave i was gonna call for bill but i saw beverly and him talking, they hadnt moved at all. "Bill, are you coming" i asked and he looked up, "Oh b-beverly w-w-wanted to t-talk to me". I nodded then stared at them then left. I got on my bike then realized my shoe was untied. "Yall go ahead" i told them and they nodded. While i bent down to tie my shoe i overheard bill and beverly talking.

"I really like you bill" beverly said and i instantly stopped tying my shoe. "And i was gonna ask if you wanted to be my boyfriend" she continued. I sat there and i was upset for some reason. I always knew i had the slightest bit of feelings for bill but i just thought it was because i got to attached too people, im not gay, especially not for bill. "I-, y-yeah i guess. Y-yeah ill b-b-be your b-boyfriend" he replied after awhile. He didnt sound certain but beverly didnt notice. I heard them climb up si i bent down and started tying my shoe again. "Hi S-stan, you r-ready" he asked and all i had the energy to do was nod, so i did. I got fully on my bike now and i rode off with bill and beverly behind me and somtimes beside me. I was deeply upset now and i couldnt figure out why, i just wouldnt let myself belivie i had feelings for him, so i just lied and said i was jealous of bill and liked beverly, sure.