Rainy days Ranboo x reader

𝐼𝑡𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 (𝙥𝙩3)

Ok just straight jump back in!
(I'm probably going to be taking random mental health breaks so updates won't be constant)
Y/ns POV still
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"I knew you liked someone but- he's my friend, your my little sister." George said angrily "Geogre I-" I started "George we just barely met last year but I've known y/n for 14 years!" Mark exclaimed grabbing me and running off "Mark mom called me she on her way" mya said as we came back "good" mark said letting go of my arm "why does y/n look scared?" Luke question "her brother appeared out of no where and got mad we're friends." Mark said as I heard someone call my name "Y/n?!? Is that you?" Somone said as I turned around "ZAYO? YEAH IM Y/n!!" I said hugging Zayo "I haven't seen you since 5th grade and I wouldn't expect to see you at a homecoming especially one of my brothers boyfriends! How have you been?" Zayo said pulling away from the hug "Good! I got a boyfriend today" I say as I look back at mark "omg good job I'm still a single Pringle! Wait is that mark?" He said as mark came up to us "hey y/n my moms almost here, hi! Uh idk your name" mark said "Zayo! Wait y/n before you leave can I have your number so we can keep in touch with you?" Zayo said waving to mark "sure it's (insert number here)" I said [a/n did you think you were going to get my number? Well it's 4- no.] "well it was good seeing you again!" Zayo said as I walked with mark "who was that. Why are you talking to so many boys now" George said as he finally found you "why do you care I'm 18 not 4" I said as Ranboo pulled me back "moms here guys let's go" mya said as we left george
(A/n Before you said ThErE lEtTiNg StRaNgErS iN? No George knows somone who has a sibling there and they bought him a ticket bc he paid them for it and Zayos brother is Oliver's bf and he bought them both tickets)

Time skip to later that night you and Ranboo are in your room
Ranboos pov

"So how was talking to Zayo again?" I say as y/n looks up from her phone "good I just didn't like how George spied on us." She said looking at me, she looked at me and it made me fill up butterflies "mark? You kinda zoned out you ok?" Y/n questions as I snap back into reality, without explaining anything I pull y/n over me and kiss her so many things were flowing through my head about her, I didn't know what else to do suddenly I hear ringing and y/n grabs her phone and gets off of me "it's George, fun" she says answering and putting it on speaker "Y/n! Where are you? Are you ok? Did Jadien find you again" George said not letting her get a word out [quick tw! Past mention of sexual @ssault and r@pe] "GEORGE THAT WAS 2 FUCKING YEARS AGO STOP BRINGING UP THE FACT I WAS R@PED AND SEXUALLY @SSULTED BY JADIEN! CAN YOU FUCKING GET OVER IT AND LET ME LIVE MY LIFE!" Y/n screamed into her phone tears rolling down her face "I-" George got out before y/n hung up on him and put her head in her knees "N/n? How come you never told me this? I- I'm sorry if it's a bad thing asking but I wanna make you feel like you belong here" I said hugging her "I-I'm sorry I didn't want to put my problems on you" she says moving my arms off of her and getting up and running off crying

Y/ns POV

I didn't want Ranboo to feel bad for my problems so I ran off to go home then I ran into Ranboos mom "I-Im sorry" I said between tears "Y/n sweetie are you ok?" She question grabbing my hand "yeah just problems with friends and I didn't want mark to get involved" I said lieing "ok remember sweetie if you ever need somone to talk too I'm here" she said as i headd for the door "thanks mrs quinn" i say leaving

I got home and saw my dad leaving "Oh y/n I have to work overnight tonight George is here I'll see you tomorrow bye sweetie" he says kissing my forehead and leaving. Great george is here. I head to the kitchen grab and knife then head to my room and go to my nightstand and grab random pills then go to my bathroom and lock the door "this is going to make so many people happy why didn't I do this sooner" I say looking at myself in the mirror

TW!! Self harm and suicide attempt

I grab the knife and right before I take it to my wrists I get a text from Ranboo and George