You know I'd fight for you
but how i can fight someone
who isn't even there i've had the rest of you
now i want the best of you
i dont care if that's not fair.
:: Listen "All or Nothing" by: O-town
while you're reading ^_^
::Ignore mistakes:((
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"Love, i got it!! we'll start shooting tomorrow" he said and hugged me, he finally achieved his dream
"Perth, love I'm happy i'm so proud of you, didn't i tell you i'm always here to support you in everything you want" i said and hugged him back, im happy to be sad because i know if he will be away from me and he needs to fucos on the role, of the character, and most of all with his loveteam
I trust him
I trust perth.
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A few passed, perth's work continued for weeks and he was even more busy we talked but only for a short time because he was busy
SAINT POV
I woke up early because today perth is coming home i want him to cook his favorite god knows how much i miss him
later i finish what i was cooking when someone rang the doorbell so i immediately opened it
"Perth!!" i shouted and hugged him and he hugged me back
"hello" i immediately looked at to the girl
"hello, come in" i replied, they immediately come in and sat down and i got something to drink for them, but why perth so formal?
"ahmm… perth can i talk to you?" he just nodded and we went to the bedroom, i immediately kissed him on the lips and hugged him
"i miss you" "i miss you too saint, i'm sorry i just visited you, i'm doing a lot" he said and sat on the bed i followed him and looked at 'its ok, i understand'
"i have something to say saint, dont be angry please, everyone knows even fairy knows i'm single and you're just my bestfriend"
I looked at him with curiosity
"Why, dont you want them to know that we have a relationship?"
"no, i mean---" "shh.. i know, its ok with me" i cut him
We went down and continued the conversation with fairy what i saw hurt me but i could do nothing but keep quite even though i had tha right
A few minutes later they left, he said he can't stay with me now because they are early tomorrow for the shooting, i tried to smile at him, i dont know why i can handle these things
Over time perth is getting further and further away from me i always see him in the news, many ask if he is single and like what he told me he needs to pretend to be single
its hurt.
but why does he seem to be having fun?
Perth comes to me but only once sometimes he just visit, sometimes he just calls to say he's ok, he always in the condo
THIRD PERSON POV:
The next morning saint thought of visiting perth in his condo he was excited he cooked to take to perth, today is perth free time so he expects perth to have time even in the condo
he immediately took a taxi and went to perth's condo he was happy to walk to perth's room, he know that when perth free time there was no guards, so he took advantage of this day
he didn't knock to surprise perth he opened the door but he saw that there was no one in the living room so he went to perth's room and opened the door
The food he was carrying immediately fell to the floor when he saw perth with fairy in the bed and naked
"Perth….." he can't feel his body, he wanted to scream in pain, saint's tears kept falling as he asked himself why perth did that to him
"Perth.. why.. *sob*.. " his tears continued to fall as he rolled his eyes at the clothes that were scattered
There are time it seems to me i'm sharing you with memories i feel it in my heart but i dont show it
And then there's times you look at me as though i'm all that you can see those times i dont believe its right, i know it, know it…
"Saint… " "please.. dont touch me" when perth tried to touch him
"I'll explain.. saint please.. " "there's nothing more to explain"
"Perth.. do you know today is the most special day i have been waiting *sob* for, our anniversary today"
"Saint… "
"6yrs when we promised that when we reach 6yrs we will face the altar together, you promised, perth you promised that when we reach 6yrs there is only one thing you want to hear with me do you know what? 'i do' "
Don't make me promised baby you never did know how to keep them well i've had the rest of you now i want the best of you its time for show and tell
Perth immediately hugged saint when he felt that saint was slowly kneeling while crying
"Perth.. i love you" saind said as he sat down and his face in perth's neck "im sorry saint… im sorry i love you so much" "but im tired.. im so tired" "saint please… "
perth said and tears continued to fall in his eyes, saint stood up slowly and faced perth
"Take care naa… i want you to be happy… perth im sorry for all my shortcomings.."
Saint said and he kissed perth for a long time saint moaned a little because his tears and sobbed "take care naa.. continue your dreams" saint said and slowly released perth's hand and left the room
PERTH POV:
I wanted to cry in pain, when he told me our promises to each other so that the truth would slap me i couldn't feel my body i just looked at saint 'god i hurt the person i promised that i took care of him' i love him so much that i do everything, when he kissed me i felt the pain, it was like it was his last kiss to me, when he came out to the room i immediately knelt down in pain now i noticed that fairy wan no longer in bed
"Saint… *sob* "
Cause i want it all or nothing at all there's nowhere left to fall when you reach the bottom its how or never…
is it all or are we just friends is this how it ends with a simple telephone call you leave me here
with Nothing at All
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