Nine to five, three to eleven

Part 3

Call him:

Lisa pulled me to the side and asked about sweat pants, she hasn't seen him around the store lately, I told her I don't know he's not my man.

Lisa said she knows me and she's sure I got his number, maybe we're seeing each other and that's why he hasn't been to the store. I told her no we're not seeing each other it was just a ride downtown, she said maybe he found another store and met someone she walked away.

I did wonder why he hasn't been here, and he hasn't texted me sense that night and its been a week, I clocked out and walked to the front of the store Shane has his dudes car and he picked me up sense sis took my car to ATL, damn her car is always in the repair shop.

Shane asked me why the sad face did fat Lisa say something to get my panties in a bunch, I told him I don't wear panties and no she didn't its nothing.

Les I know you I'm your boy so talk to me, is it the dude you told me about?

Well kinda, the night we met he seemed cool and I haven't heard from him, Shane said I act like we were fucking, I didn't give him head in his car that night did I. No Shane I'm not like you, he said it must be something so spill the tea.

Okay we've been texting each other all weekend and than Monday the texting stopped, and he hasn't been to the store in a week, I thought he was interested in me but I guess not. And why would an attorney be interested in someone like me.

Here we go Les you always go there when something like this happens, stop putting yourself down once you graduate you'll get a good job, fuck that dude you're to good for him anyway.

Spend the night with me and we'll have some drinks and just chill, Les surprised me and said why not, damn we might fuck once I put this ass on him he'll forget about that dude, not unless he wants me to fuck him, I'd enjoy that too.

We got to my place and I told Les he knows to make himself comfortable, he sat down on the couch and turned on the T.V, I forgot I had porn playing before I went to pick him up, he'll think I planned this but Les didn't say anything and kept watching. I got us some drinks and walked over to him.

Les turn that off, I don't want you watching that, he said he's a grown man, I sat across from him and just watched him staring at the T.V as he drank his drink he downed it and handed me the glass and asked me to fill it again, I didn't want him to get drunk shit I want the sex in the normal way. But we can always use the drinking why we had sex, so I got up and filled his glass again and I just brought the bottle with me. Les downs his drink and he said he had to use the bathroom he got up and had a hard on damn my boy has some dick on him he went to the bathroom.

Drinking and watching porn maybe something will happen with us, Les came back and sat down his boner has gone damn, he said do I have any more porn I said sure and got up and put another DVD in. Les watched and started touching his self, and the hard came back I got up and walked over to where he's sitting and he looked up at me.

I asked him did he want to do something, he said why not so I unzipped his pants and pulled them down his dick jumped and I put my mouth on it and rubbed his nuts, Les moaned and said yes but he called me Deshaun damn his mind is on that dude.

Les told me to stop but I kept going, he stopped me and said no this isn't right, I told him he's here and I'm here not this Deshaun dude lets just do it.

Shane I can't my mind isn't on you, he said its on that dude Deshaun who won't even call me back maybe I sucked his dick that night after all and now he doesn't want me. I stood up and fixed myself and told him I didn't suck him off, and I'm going home.

Shane said he'll get his keys, he got them and we left, when we got in the car I asked Shane what I can't understand is why he wanted to have sex with me and he's got a dude. He said he just wanted to do it with me, just to see if I would, I told him it almost happened but not that way.

Shane said if it were another time we could've done something, we got to my house and I thanked him for the ride, Shane said no hard feelings right, I told him we're good and I walked to the house and went in. Sense sis is out of town my nephew June is with his dad, so I have the whole weekend to myself.

I went in my room and got undressed and walked down the hall to the bathroom, and I turned on the shower, why does shit like this always happen to me. I soaped up and felt like crying but I got myself together, I didn't know Deshaun like that to shed a tear any way. I washed up and rinsed off and stepped out of the shower and got dried off, I wrapped myself in a towel and walked back to my room.

Why did I check my phone to see if Deshaun might have called while I was in the shower, but he didn't fuck him I got in bed and just laid there, but for some reason I couldn't take my mind off of Deshaun I don't even know him. But I called him anyway and his phone went to voicemail, Deshaun its Lesley I haven't heard from you just making sure you're okay if you want you can call me back bye.

I hung up and just laid there and I held my pillow wishing I had someone.

Where's Deshaun:

I finished my meeting, I decided to catch a flight back to Savannah tonight instead of in the morning, I left my phone in a cab so I couldn't call Lesley, he probable thinks I'm not interested by not hearing from me for a whole week and I can't blame him. I boarded my flight and sat down thinking about a dude I just met a week ago, I was thinking about going to the store tomorrow and explain everything but he doesn't work on the weekend.

I'll make sure I'm there on Monday, I just hope he'll listen to me.