I can't believe I'm actually doing this but here it goes:
Has anyone just ever felt so in love that you just can't help it. I feel like crap right now I'm scared people will hate me for being in ove with him. And I'm sorry but I was told that if I feel this way because my heart is telling me so then that is just exactly how I should feel. My heart right now is the only thing I'm trying to listen to. I'm so sorry to anyone that hates me because of this, but I really can't keep it in anymore. I could honestly right now just burst into tears. I don't care how foolish or stupid I sound right now. I don't care what anyone thinks of me right now that I'm doing this. You can all say whatever you want like "oh she's too young for love" ... well I'm sorry I'm a girl with my heart set on one thing right now. One thing that will never feel the same. People can say young love isn't worth it but not for the person that feels in love. You can all think I'm crazy but that's your opinion and I don't care. I love him. I love the way he makes me feel, he always knows how to make me laugh or smile. He always knows what to say. He can even make me smile through that one just horrible and boring... History class.(Now I'm sure some people know who I'm talking about). Also the way he smiles and laughs... although some people find it annoying. His beautiful eyes that make me melt and I just never want to look away. When I look into his eyes they make me feel safe. And even when it's just really crowded and I can just look into his eyes and all I see is him and me... alone. Everything else fades into the background. And I want him to just hold me sometimes. Although that will probably never happen. Right now I really don't care how much hate I get if anyone wants to say their opinion. I'm just in love. Okay? Okay. -Alexis :)
