Not Your Cliché Bad Boy

2021 update

Hi, so I thought Id update how things are.

He attempted to meet up with me and I see him often nearby as he is my neighbors friend.

He begged to get back together, saying he broke up with her not long after and realised how good I was for him. So in the end I was the cause of their breakup.

Honestly it's effected my view on guys, I've realised recently how much it got to me. I havent had a boyfriend since, like Id talk to guys and get so close but Id bail out last minute because I fear that the same would happen again.

Also I see how brutal I was towards the other girl but please see from my 14 yo eyes I was extremely upset at the time and the girl really ate at my confidence, which tbh doesnt bother me anymore since I've learnt self love and am building my confidence daily.

She called me names that I never forget. She actively pursued him knowing full well I was dating him.

Looking back it was just a stupid teen relationship and it shouldn't be such a big deal but it still wasnt a great experience.

Thats all,
Signing out