LOVE TO THE INFINITY STRAY KIDS FF

4.I LOVE HIM,I LOVED HIM

Y/n POV

After the game , we decided to eat. Bangchan and some of them went to kitchen to serve the dinner while some where setting the table to eat and some where here and there. I went near the door and looked outside. I saw hongjoong standing in the grass and looking at the stars and I thought that he was thinking something. Isn't it nice to watch someone you love from far. Yes, I have been loving hongjoong for a long time. Maybe when I met Ara and became friends with her and then moved to our own apartment. Her brother would sometime video calls he or come to see her or we both would go to see them in the company. So I often saw hongjoong there. Slowly I fell in love with him. I havent told him about it. I am scared what if he rejects me. Thats one of the reason I didnt give Yunho a reply. No one knows about my feeling to hongjoong. As I was watching him while smiling, i felt someone standing near me. I didnt bother to look at the person. Suddenly it spoke,"Looks like he's dreaming about his girlfriend". I turned around to see Hyunjin standing near me.

Me:- What?

Hyunjin:- He might be thinking about his girlfriend.

Me:- He has a girlfriend?

Hyunjin:- didnt you know? he has one.

Me:- I had no idea. Well do you know who it is?

Hyunjin:- No he havent said her name. But i think its easy to guess who it is because he dont speak to so many girls. But i havent try to guess any. Let him say when he wants to.

He loves a girl? who it is? He only speaks to me and Ara as girls. Then is it m-me? No way that cant be me. He likes me? really?

Hyunjin:- Hello...hello....are you there?

Me:- a-ah yes yes I am

Hyunjin:- ok well I have something to tell you

Me:- what?

Hyunjin:- what i did during truth or dare...dont take it serious ok

Me:- What do you mean?

Hyunjin:- let me be clear. dont get any weird ideas that i like you or something. Girls usually thinks like that.

Me:- WHAT? I LIKE YOU? BULLSH*T! why would i even like a guy like you. I better go and sink myself in a river than liking you.

Hyunjin:- Ouch, that hurts. Anyway can we be friends?

Me:- that was sudden. why do you want to be?

Hyunjin:- No other reasons. just felt to be your friend. If you dont want to then Ok.

Me:- looks like you have no other reasons. sure we can be *Holds her hand forward to shake*

Hyunjin:- Rude *shakes her hand with his*

Seonghwa:- Guys food is ready everyone come in.

Everyone ate the dinner and decided to watch a movie

Leeknow:- Which movie should we watch?

Wooyoung:- How about anabelle comes home

Changbin:- sure lets watch that

Jongho:- Any objection?

All:- NO

Everyone sat here and there like some on the couch, some on the ground. I looked around to sit.

Me:- Where will I sit?

Seungmin:- sit here near me *pulls me to the vacant space near him*

Me:- Th-thank you

Yeosang:- The film is starting....

After sometime in the middle of the film I felt to pee, so I got up from there.