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Love giver(6)

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Chaeyoung pov

Jieun hugged me suddenly and sobbing in my chest

"I--i can't,why,why WHY!"she said between her sobs

"What are you saying?"I said

"Why that's happen to me,why the fate just can't take me away before it's too late,it's better to dead in the place"she said

"Jieun-ah we can't be what we want all the time in our life"I said softly

She lifted her head and I saw her red eyes

"He j-jungkook, I wish he'll can find his love giver soon also,a-also a part of me still wish that---i can-be h-his love giver but it's too selfish right"
She said

"No,you also have to look yourself you also have to find your happiness before, before y-ou l-eave"I said

"But,I can't h-hurt him,I just can't,if I were his love giver it's not good, aunty Jeon want her son to be find his love giver and live forever with it but,b-but for m-me I can't I can't take care of him"she said and cry again

"But what can we do?love can't be force also can't be stop when it exists"I said

"B-but I d-don't want to hurt h-him"she said

"Fate will decide,if I wish I can help you"I said

"No,it's ok chae,you help me a lot,I think I know what I need to do"she said and whipped her tears

"That's good but for now sleep with me I miss cuddling with my friend"I said with puppy eyes

"Ok chae"she said back

She spent the night in my house

We slept in the same room we are lying back to back and I can also feel she can't sleep cause she rolled again and again

Also me either I can't sleep the whole night

I don't know how time goes by but when I glanced at the window it's already sun rise

When I checked at the side of the bed I didn't see Jieun but instead I saw a letter and it's say

Chaeyoung-ah I've to made a right decision,so i'll just leave you ok ;)

I wish you'll make a very right decision

I prayed in my mind

Jieun pov

I called Jungkook to meet me up

And now we meet,we are sitting face to face staring eachother without a single word

"What do you want to say,I don't have much time"he started the conversation

"Jungkook-shi I would like you to find your partner as soon as possible,it's not a order it's a request" I said

I really want him to find his partner cuz I am very tired of this one-sided love and I don't expect anything from him I just want his happiness it's not only because it's my mission,I just truly want

"Jieun how many time do I have to tell you I can't,it's my life anyway also you are not my mother to find me one,even if you are my mom you can't force me cuz love can't be force"he said

"Yeah,that's right IS YOUR LIFE,but why it's involved mine?!why you can't just find your partner if so I can rest in peace,also I'm tired of all of THESE!!is that really find to find a girl?"I said I can't control my emotions