Life At Its Best ✔️

Part 30

Hey Guys

A very Happy Diwali to all my lovelies. I know its been more than a month and I extremely apologize have been super duper busy

Recap : Case Discussion and Winning

As soon as Swara won the case, she left to SMC & Co. Once reaching she left for Sanskar's Cabin and gave him the updates. Sanskar was happy as they have won the case though it was their loss but still indirectly they won and moreover the truth also won.

Later both of them did their routine work. Once Sanskar was done he walked to Swara's cabin and asked if she was done for the day, 

(Sanskar) "So are you done for the day?"

(Swara) "Yes, Sanskar. I am done?"

(Sanskar) "Let's go out somewhere?"

(Swara) "What special?"

(Sanskar) "Aise hi. Now am used to spend time with you"

(Swara) "Don't make it a habit because it will become a habit for me and then once you get married to someone where will we have time?"

(Sanskar) "Why do you always talk about my marriage? Don't you like to spend time with me? Do I bother you so much?"

(Swara) "I did not mean that way Sanskar. But I am stating the fact. This is becoming my habit"

(Sanskar) "It's good because you have also become my habit"

(Swara) "Please try and understand"

(Sanskar) "Now do you want to come or not. I just need a YES or a NO"

(Swara) "No"

(Sanskar) "Fine then. Have a good day"

Sanskar left from there angrily. He did not know why he felt bad when Swara said all this. 

Sanskar's PoV

Why she does not understand me? Why do I get affected because of her one NO? Why do I get irritated when she talks about my marriage? Why am I scared too lose her? She is my habit whether anyone likes it or not. Why do I feel the same feelings that I had for Kavita once? Why have all the dreams that I have for Kavita is fading away and is being replaced by Swara and the kids? Why ? Am I falling in love with her? Am I doing it right by falling in love with her? Is this my second chance at love? Will she accept me or will she think that I am falling for her thinking that she would be Kavita's replacement? She as such has the habit of over analyzing things. Oh My God there are so many Why's and Am I's, I do not know or understand what am I supposed to do. I want to get clarity for my feelings towards HER. If it is positive I would definitely give her the world. Whom do I go and ask? Who will help me to get the clarity? Should I go and talk to my parents? Is it too soon to talk to them? But apart from them I have no one else who would understand me and guide me in the right direction. I think it would be better if I talk to them and I would do that today itself else these feelings would just make me insane

Swara's PoV

I hope he does not feel bad and take it in the wrong way else this would be end of friendship as well. Why doesn't he understand that it would be difficult once he gets married? I have already become used to him but I know its not his fault as well because I had to maintain that but even I was not able to maintain the distance because kids also love him like me. The kids love him so much, it would become difficult for them to part ways with him. I hope at least he understands why I am being so adamant. I just want him as a friend and as a mentor if both would not be possible, I am sure I would change my job as well. I do not want to create a professional disharmony as well. I am so sorry Sanskar but me being away from you is best for me and my kids. I do not want to dream of something that can never be mine. (Thinking all this she reached home)