Only You Darling

Chapter 1

Raindrops. That was the only thing Taehyung was hearing while laying in bed. Some people would find it relaxing to listen to at night, making them fall asleep faster. But for Taehyung it was the opposite. He was laying alone in a big bed, to paranoid. He was always afraid at night thinking that he never really was alone.

"Fuuuck.." Taehyung breathed out while turning left and right, never finding a good position to sleep in. His breathing started to get heavier, faster and more painful.

No, no it's fine! It's fine.. it's just in your head Taehyung. The raindrops started to get louder, almost like they was banging in Taehyung's head. A long sight left his mouth.

The nights when Taehyung was supposed to sleep was mostly like this. Exhausting. Taehyung thinks the fear of darkness is childish and weird. He have never told a living soul about his problem, because why should he? Nobody cares anyway, never did and never will.

Taehyung turned his head, looking at the clock - 3:34 am. There is no one here!!! Just.. just close your damn eyes and sleep. He closed his eyes. One second, two seconds, t- NO! No.. his eyes immediately opens, searching for something or someone.

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Taehyung woke up from the ringing alarm beside him. Not opening his eyes, only taking his arm out find the alarm so he could slam the living shit out of it to make it stop.

It was usual for him to wake up grumpy and tired, I mean who wouldn't if they only got two hours of sleep every night.
He somehow used to fall asleep right before he was supposed to wake up, because it was lighter outside that would make it easier to close his eyes.

"Taehyung! We're leaving in 15 minutes!" Taehyung could hear his father yell from downstairs. His father sounded excited.. what a shock. Taehyung putted on some random clothes and went downstairs.

Something smells good, why? Taehyung got down from the stairs seeing pancakes and bacon. He stopped in front of the table "what is this?" His parents started to laugh, but it wasn't nice to hear.

"Ohh You're such a dumb little boy, but it's fine! It's food for you since it is the last day I will ever have to do that" Taehyung's mother said with a smile on her face.

Taehyung could only look at his mother waiting for her to tell him she was joking, but that never came. "But.. this is the first time you have ever made me be-" Taehyung was interrupted by his father.

"Taehyung! Now your mother has been standing here for at least 15 minutes to make breakfast for you. Show some respect!" His father was not in a good mood anymore, but that will for sure change.

Taehyung slowly sat down, not really knowing what to do. DO NOT EAT IT! That was the only thing repeating in Taehyung's head.

He could see the disappointment in his parents eyes, the anger. He was used to it, but there was nothing to do. "Urhh just get the fuck up so we can drive you!" His mother said with an eye roll.

Taehyung got up from the chair to go and grab his thing upstairs. While he was upstairs he looked in the mirror. Filled his hands with water to put it in his hair, making himself look more representative.

When he was supposed to walk back downstairs his eyes landed on his own bedroom door. He walked towards it, opening up the door. Everything seemed so empty. The only thing in his room was his bed, alarm and a desk.

A sigh left him while thinking, let this be a new and better start. Taehyung walked out of his room and downstairs. "I'm ready" he said in a low voice while looking around the house, one last time.