Her eyes are like a deep dark bottomless pit,
Her body a cascet framing a broken heart,
She has so much pain and she’s so tired of it,
Her emotions are to much they just tear her apart,
She’s as sick of it as she could ever be,
Her heart is shattered in a million pieces on the floor,
She’s blinded by her agony,
And she can’t stand this anymore,
She’s loosing it and the pressure is making her going insane,
But she puts on a fake smile,
She tries to ignore the mind numbing pain,
But it’s killing her inside all the while,
She wants someone to take her away from this place,
She doesn’t know what to day or do,
She’s so ashamed of herself that she cover her face,
Because what does that person think of her or for that matter what do you?,
She’s a lost soul wandering this earth all alone,
She doesn’t talk or say a word,
Is she a victom or is she just reaping what she’s sewn?,
She puts herself down and she’s constantly afraid her thought are impossible, weird, sick or absurd,
She’s changed in so many ways I can’t even begin to say how,
She’s so cranky and snaps so everyone goes away,
She was once so happy and she hardly ever smiles now,
Everyone is mad at her for being in a bad mood and they don’t seem to care if she’s okay,
Inside her hearts being eaten away and she’s screaming,
Happiness is rare and she barley knows it,
She can’t help it: inside she’s seething,
But she’s not allowed to show it,
And she’ll cry herself to sleep tonight,
Tomarrow her eyes will be puffy and red,
Things will look like they’ll get better,
Bit they’ll just get worse instead,
She’s always in a bad mood,
And she’ll snap ay you,
But she’s not intentionally trying to be rude,
If you were going through the things she is you’d snap at people too,
Her eyes they use to shine so bright,
Until her taste for laughter grew stale,
Her sunken-in eyes make her look like a creature of the night,
And she’s so thin and pale,
What happened to the fun and loving girl I used to know?,
What’s changed since now and then?,
I hate to see the old her go,
What happened to my friend?,
She’s blinded by her wounded heart,
Tears fall from her eyes,
So much to cry about she almost doesn’t know where to start,
Is she a prisoner of her own devise?,
Or someone else’s sick and twisted plot?,
Does she deserve to be happy?,
Or does she deserve to rot?,
I wish she could see what I see,
Then maybe she’s smile today,
She doesn’t deserve to live with this agony,
And I know I’m not the only one who feels this way,
Be who you want to be,
Stop hiding your face,
Everything will be better soon,
I know right now everything feels out of place,
Every song out of tune,
Everything diferent and new,
Or maybe just the same,
It’s so boring and you want it to change but you don’t know what to do,
How do you break the chain?,
You watch as everything you hold dear just goes away,
You wait for the sky to clear.
But the clouds just stay,
You wish the pain would disapear,
You wish this weight would get off your shoulder,
It hurts and no one seems to care,
It crushes you like a boulder,
It’s just to much to bear,
You try to heal and get on with your life,
But they scars remain,
You try not to worry or strife,
But it hurts to much not to complain,
Don’t worry it’ll be okay,
Your not the only one your not alone,
Listen to me when I say,
Your not the only one coping with this one your own,
I bet your wondering, how do you know?
To which I go, but don’t you see?
It may or may not show,
But this girl this ‘friend’ I’ve been talking about…..she’s me.
