I'm in love with someone new.
But it's hard not to feel hurt by the past even more.
I don't want to ask for help cuz I'm not good at it.
But I feel so alone right now and I don't know what to do.
I'm becoming socially drained. I don't know what to do. I'm ghosting my friends.
I'm gonna be doing anything and everything in silence from now on. I don't feel good. Mentally or Physically. It feels like everything is falling apart. I did the dumbest shit for a boy.
I'm hoping that me and him workout because if not I made the worst mistake for him. I have no one to talk to. I hate people so so much and my social battery has been running really low lately.
I just wanna let it all out. I wanna run away I wanna escape this feeling. I hate it more than anything. I'm not gonna let the hurt get to me.
I just don't know what to do. My friends already found a replacement for me. My heart is so so so heavy right now. I just want it all to go away.
I feel like giving up on it all. I don't want anything to do with any of this. My heart can't take anything anymore.
I just want to be happy.
